Thinking of you (dreamnotfound)

Part 5- surprise

We pull up and sapnap? Is there.

"Nick." I ask "yah." "What are you doing here." "Just visiting ya knoww." "Sapnap what the heck." "I know your so glad to see me." He comes and hugs us. "So dream get anyone's number with that bumptruck of yours." "Yes I did." "Wait really." "Yeah here." I gave him that girls number. "Wow." He says in response. We walk in, his dad is gone somewhere so we make ourselves at home george shows us around it was pretty easy to remember where everything was so we watched a movie.

Sapnap was trying to text that girl  he said hey this is oh of the guys friends from the airport, she responds and they start talking. "Hey George." "Yeah sap." "Can this girl come over I want to met her." "Sure no one else is home why not." I could tell George was trying to make himself feel better by surrounding himself with friends.

Soon enough she shows up I say I'll get the door by the door I tell her and me and george and that.. we aren't actually dating, she was understanding I thanked her and she came inside. "Heyy." "Hello." Everyone says it's nice to meet her and everything we start talking and her and sapnap seem to really like each other I look at George and he's thinking the same thing.

After a long time of talking to her it's pretty late off of course sapnap has to sleepover cause that's him but I feel bad making her drive here and back I guess george was thinking the same thing and let her stay here. We arranged sleeping stuff sapnap and Riley then me and george.we get in bed and just lay down we both can't go to sleep so we start talking.

"Do you think nick will get with Riley." "Oh for sure." I say. "Same they would be cute together." "Then we could go on double dates, well you know like as friends." "Yeah that would be fun." Holy shit god damnit I didn't mean to say that. George gets quiet I can't tell what he's thinking I'm facing the opposite way of him, I looked the other way towards him, where both are faces meet.

Ours eyes light up as we realize how close we are to each other it's.. nice I like being close to him but I look at his lips then his eyes he looks so kissable.

George's POV

I was facing away from dream as I turn all I see is his back and his soft hair soon enough he turns towards my face when he does I realize how close we are I start blushing but why, why would I blush he's my best friend it's not gay or anything I just like being by him a lot. I look at his lips then his eyes and his hair I place my hand on his face to move the hair out his eyes.

I can't help but to lean in more as I close my eyes to kiss him he does the same just as our lips meet I kiss him and.. he kisses back I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it but I did like it. I realize what I just did, I kissed my best friend that's a guy which is okay but I'm straight right I've been straight my whole life. I get up and say. "That didn't mean anything I'm not gay I'm straight I don't like you, I have no feelings whatsoever for you." He gets up too. "So you just randomly kiss me." "Well maybe yeah but it's not like your gay." "I know George but you just randomly kiss me." "Well sorry it was just a kiss that meant literally NOTHING."

Dreams POV

He just kissed me HE JUST KISSED ME. Then he gets up to say that he's not gay or anything that he straight and that it meet nothing to him. My heart kinda hurt after that then we start arguing kinda woke Riley and sapnap up.

"George it's seems like you don't want to be around me after what you did." "Well I don't know I'm just so stressed with everything."

"Hey so what's up." Sapnap and Riley come in. "Get out." We both say. "Yeesh I'll let you work it out but I know what you two did." He said as he left and smiled.

TW abuse and f slur

"Dude I don't have a problem with what happened I know it meant nothing." "I know but with my mum dieing and us kissing-." "YOU WHAT." His father walks in I didn't know what homophobic. "Dad it's not like that." "Not like what you just said you guys kissed, you fucking fags." "Dad stop it's not like that." "THEN WHAT IS IT LIKE." The sound a a smack could be heard from a mike away as more come I push his dad off and get George up. I tell sapnap and Riley that we all need to go.

(His dad gets arrested but I don't want him in the story so yeah, after this part you can pretend that he's like dead cause he's a piece a shit)

Riley says we can stay at her house when we are driving I ask George if we can call the cops on him, he doesn't hesitate and says yes. I quickly do as George takes the phone and names a bunch of bad things he's done to his mum and him.

I start feeling regret after everything I start to feel like I'm gonna throw up or gonna cry I can't take it anymore I ask to go to the bathroom for a shower.

Trigger warning- self harm

I kinda run to the bathroom with everything I need I lock the door turn the shower on and sit down on the cold floor crying soon I get up and undress for the shower I look at the line of cuts, recently it hasn't been bad besides that one day but I can't take it I know this isn't my bathroom but I scramble to find the sharpest thing and cut my thigh this time, it was easier there for me.