Thinking of you (dreamnotfound)

Part 27- what the freak

George's POV

I hear long bangs until I hear clays voice. "I'm okay." "Chat did you hear that I think he either fell or just dragged himself down the stairs." Chat is laughing and saying a inch of stuff in chat. "Here you go." "Finally did you like fall or." "No I dragged myself down." "Yeah I was wondering what the noise was but um thanks."

I continue playing Minecraft and and taking to everyone for awhile until I don't feel like doing it anymore. "Well I'm gonna go now guys byeeeeee." "Byee chat." Clay says.

"That was fun I guess but I feel more tired now." I say. "Want to go to bed." "Maybe I don't know." "Just lay down I bet you'll feel better." "Okay." I get in bed as he walks over to the door to go out. "Wait." "Yeah." "Can you stay with me." "Of course." "Thank you." I say as he gets in be and cuddles with me, it really helped me fall sleep I think I really needed his warmth and this sleep.

Dreams POV

I wake up a while later george is still sleeping so I go on my phone til I hear the door open. "Hey oh um is he sleeping." Zak asks. "Yeah he just wanted me here so he could sleep that's all." "Question are you two a thing cause there is a visible hickey on his neck and I'm just wondering was that from you." "Well I mean yes BUT we aren't a thing we were just drunk that's all it was a one time thing." "Okay just wondering anyways I'll leave you two be."

Shit that was so awkward does George want to be a thing I mean I wouldn't not like that I think I'd be a great idea but the only thing is how do I ask him and how do I keep it a secret from my stream and would I tell everyone else, I'm just scared he's gonna reject me or just block me out his life knowing that I really like him a lot and I can't stop thinking about him.

I get a text from nick saying about some party Sierras throwing and how he wants everyone to come, I guess I'm fine with going but only if George is.

I fell him start to wake up so I say. "Good morning again." "Morning." "Did that nap make you feel better." "Actually yes it did." "Good cause Sierra is throwing a party and wants everyone to come." "Yeah I'll go sounds fun." "Okay I'll take a shower but we're going at like 8 or 9 I don't know but later at night so we have time to do whatever." "Okay I'll just sleep I little more then and take some medicine cause my head still hurts a little." "Okay."

I go take a quick shower and once I come back again george is sleeping, is he okay he really drank a lot and was not looking to good this morning maybe he just wants to go cause I am but I think he'd be a little more like no I don't want to go if he really didn't I'll just wait til he gets up and ask him again.

He slept for like a couple more hours which thank god he needed that but that was a long time because by the time he woke up it was already seven. "Hey George we should get ready and stuff it's seven." "Oh okay I'll change in the bathroom." "Okay I'll just change right here."

We both changed quickly which took a bit for me because I needed to find what to wear and brush my hair and everything else that I needed to do.

Not long after it was already eight and everyone besides me and George. "I'm gonna start the car just get in whenever okay." "Yep almost ready." I start the car but as soon as I get in all the memories come flooding back like hail my face turns red as I remember all his faces he made and how hot he was that night. Not long after George comes in and we drive to her house where you can hear music come from outside and people partying everywhere no one was really drunk so I didn't think there would be a lot of alcohol, but god was I wrong you walk in and drinks are spread out everywhere including people.

I quickly realize that I lost george girls are hitting on me asking for my number but I can't focus without him I really need him right now, some random person comes up to me and just hands me a drink I think on accident but I drank it then another and another before I know it I'm really drunk and stumbling around still trying to find George, where the hell could he be it was just one house why can't I find him.

I go upstairs to look but I can't see clear so I try listening for his voice until I finally hear it, I open the door where him Sierra, nick, Darryl, and zak are I'm not gonna lie I feel really left out so I close the door before the see me I run down stairs with tears forming in my eyes I run into someone who says I should take this I take whatever it was and feel more and more dizzy until I past out.

I wake up again feeling the same way I don't think I was out for long so I take another drink from whatever I was holding and sit down leaning against the wall everything was swirling and I just wanted to be with everyone what if they don't want me by them or purposely let me stay out here alone, I feel someone grab my hand then my neck I pull away knowing it's not him, the person I wanted it to be so badly. "Come on just come with me." "No please I'm good I don't want to and I'm drunk." "Why not just follow me."

I don't know where I'm going but maybe she's trying to help me I see stairs and go up them into a hallways where she grabs my neck again. "Hey I said no." "But why not your a guy you should want this plus your hot." "I said no I'm really not in the mood for anything especially with some random person." She keeps touching me. "I said no." I think someone heard because I hear a door open and someone say. "Hey said stop so don't." Then they grab my wrist leading me with them.

It was George, why didn't I recognize his voice or him or any one here I knew they were my friends but my vision is so bad and my head is pounding so hard I think I need to throw up or I just need help all I hear is them asking.

"Are you okay please talk you don't look good." "Clay did someone do something to you." "Why aren't you talking." I finally respond with. "Who are you." "Clay it's me George." "Okay good I really am not feeling good I can't see right someone gave me something." I say and grab his hand. "Clay do you know who." "No I don't my eyes were blurring." "Clay just rest on me and go to sleep okay." "Okay."