Thinking of you (dreamnotfound)

Part 6- georges life

George's POV

I hear dream taking a shower I feel bad about everything that happened I want to fall and never get up I feel like I ruined our relationship well friendship I ask sapnap to come with me. "Hey how do you know if you like guys." "Well do you want to kiss a guy." "Maybe." "Do you want to date a guy." "Also maybe." "Yeah you like guys, it's all about would you date a guy, marry, kiss all that." "Thank you." "So, who's the guy." "Oh no one I just wanted to know." "Well did you figure out." "I think I'm gay." "Sweet I support you with everything remember that." "Thank you sapnap." "Anytime."

I'm pretty sure I'm gay I know I like boys but girls are I don't know it feels weird to kiss a girl. I want to apologize to dream i think I'll hold off on telling him I'm gay later. I knock on the door twice. "Hey dream can I come in just really quick." "Um sure." He answers. I unlock the door and walk in, I sit on the toilet seat.

"Dream I'm really sorry about what happened I didn't mean to be mean I just it happened." "its okay." It sounds like he's been crying. "Dream." "Yeah?" "Have you been crying what's going on." "What no I haven't I'm just taking a shower." "Dream your suck a horrible liar, get dressed now I'll hand you I towel." "What with you in here." "Yes I want to make sure your okay." "Fine."

I was actually worried about dream I don't usually see him crying besides at the hospital, which reminded me of my mum I really wish I could see her again when I found she died it felt like someone stabbed me I felt like I would never get up again or I wanted to not get up I wanted to be dead too, then dream came he was the reason I'm still here my mum was the one who helped me when father was being bad again, she was my good escape and now I have a new one, Dream.

"Okay towel please." "Here." His arm reaches out I realize how muscular he is I might have blushed but I quickly handed him the towel and waited for him the come out, I just wanted to make sure he was actually okay because he knows when I'm not and I wanna know when he's not I want to be able to help him.

"Okay I'm coming out now." "Okay." He walks out towel held around his lower half of his body. "Okay now show your arms." "What why no." "Dream why not." "Well why should I." "You know I care right." "Well yeah but-." I get up and wake closer to him. "Dream." "Fine." He turns his head as he turns his arms, cuts down both I look back up to his face his hair is covering his eyes but the sparkle of tears rolling down his face is noticeable from miles away, I grab his hand to comfort him. "When did you do this." "My whole life." "When's the most recent time." Worry is taking over my body. "A couple minutes ago." My eyes widen was it because of me, as it because I yelled at him and he felt that I didn't like him cause that's not true I-I love him I don't know what I'd do if he was gone. "Where." "My thighs." "dream I-I'm so sorry."

Dreams POV

Once I showed him tears started rolling down my face I could tell he was really worried and scared but so was I, I didn't know what to do I just couldn't take it. I slide down to the ground george went down with me he grabbed my hand as I hugged him then let go to rest my head on the shower.

"Hey what you two doing in there." Sapnap and Riley say as the sound of the door opening is heard. "Ummm." They both say. "It's not what it looks like." George says frantically. "I'm just gonna close the door." Sapnap says as him and Riley slowly back away. "Well that was awkward." "Yep you get dressed and we should go on a walk."

I'm okay with walks they are very nice and peaceful especially with George I think it's be good to talk things out it 9 pm no ones really out and there's good weather.

Me and george get ready as I'm grabbing my shirt George quickly runs in and out stealing one of my hoodies covering his eyes from me. "Hey George what are you doing." "nothingwhy." "Why did you room in the room I was changing and steal a hoodie." "Hmm that wasn't me." "George your wearing it right now." "That's weird." "Yeah it is." I say as I walk back into the room to finish changing. "Damn bitch you look HOT." Sapnap says from the other side of the house. "Yeah yeah that's great." I say as I roll my eyes and smile.

I finish changing and walk out where George is wearing (whatever you want him to wear :)

"Well let's go." He says as we walk out to walk to the park. On the way to the park there's a little path with lit up lights they look really pretty then the playground is there with a couple of swings me and George sit next to each other on the swings as I start swinging it's very peaceful because when you tilt your head back with you eyes close then come up with your eyes still closed it feels like your falling but it feels nice like a good fall you've been waiting for your whole life.

"So George why did you want to come here." I look over in shock I see a tear fall from his face. "It's where my mom took me." "Oh must have been nice." I say as I smile, sometimes crying is good.