A page from Suman's diary.
Dear Bronzie,
Shavan called last night. I heard his voice after two straight weeks. Its was a pleasure to hear his voice after so long. Listening to him I realized how much I missed him. I have spent these two weeks in misery. I realized I like him. Either as a friend or something more but I do. I can't like him as more than a friend because that's reserved for my Chashmish right. I think he is right in not contacting me, we both are too stuck in our past.
You know Bronzie, in my heart they are same. Shavan and Shravan are same for me. I don't know the Shravan Malhotra is same as my Chashmish from past as of now or not but I wish him to be like Shavan. May be its my imagination but I think of my Chashmish to be like Shavan only.
I feeling my heart dropping at the thought of them being different. What if the present Shravan Malhotra is not the one I fell in love with? What if I'm actually in love with Shavan but too stuck in my past and I lose them both? I'm confused. What should I do? Should I leave it all on fate?
What is this? What are we going through? Me and Shavan. We are not going to talk anymore. Is it a break up? Well its not a actual break up if we both hadn't confessed right? But he did. He confessed he likes me but loves her. And I ? I don't know. You tell me, is it a break up?
Your owner
Sumo.
Suman shut her diary and went to bathroom for a shower. It was almost morning. After his call, she didn't sleep or say she couldn't. The dilemma of love is the worst. They both think they are on a love square but unaware two vertices are replicas. Present replica of past. Confusing, right? But what can be done? May be the dilemma could be solved when they meet but when? Only fate knows.
By the way, Suman got ready to leave for PCT and Shavan was sleeping in his bed where Eric with great efforts carried him. You can't carry a 6'4" well built man easily, you gotta drag man. Anyways, so let's wait for them to meet or some other twist that fate brings in.
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Zindagi
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