D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R || Taehyung X Reader

Chapter 8 - Hurts badly

Still y/n p.o.v ( it's so sad I wish it was taehyungs )

It's been 33 minutes since they've left me with highness

Tch why am I still calling her that?
she was okay to handle tho I talked to her about my problems and all but she didn't say anything but she never told me to stop either.......

I thought she would have the attitude of Jennifer like rude and you know
I looked at her sitting beside me on the bench

maybe not? She's normal but in a second she got on her all four tiny legs

And looked somewhere and started wagging her tail I looked at the direction she looked and saw another dog a German Shepard .....

I take back when I said she's not like Jennifer : |

After 10 minutes of y/n and her lonely desperate thoughts

They came back they finally came back!!!!!

Amelia ran towards Jennifer and taehyung caught her and gave back to Jennifer they held a small eye contact for three second and both looked away in shyness

Ewwwww grosss

taehyung seemed really happy he bid his goodbye to Jennifer and I gave her a hand wave but she acted like she didn't see it.

Of cours that'd happen.

After Jennifer left the park I went to taehyung

"Yahhhh taehyung" he was still looking at the way she left

He looked at me and smiled then he suddenly hugged me tightly and lift me up in the air.

I just didn't say anything I was too shocked

"Thank you y/n, thanks for making me trust myself I had the best day of my life
all because of you... "

"Yah stop it! I can't breathe" I said out in a small voice.

"Sorry and y/n thank you I owe you a big one"

"No need it's ok I'm fine"

"But I'm not okay I'll do whatever you say that's what friends are for right?"

"Yeah friends" I whispered to myself

"Why don't we watch a movie this weekend?"

"At my house? Avengers?"

"Nopp never let's watch at the theatre"

"Ok, I'll be going now bye"

"Really? Ok see you at school tomorrow"

I left the park but god only knew how much I wanted to stay

But that would only make my feeling grow....

I reached my apartment  slowly regretting my each step and

When I finally reached I opened my door entered, closed and just plopped down on the floor hugging my knees and rested my head on the door.

I didn't know what to do I'm too late, I should get over him but how?

When i see him I even forget how to breathe then how can I move on?

I rested my head in my knees and started letting out small cries.

"Oh y/n your home......... and why are you on the floor?"

I heard the voice of my sister I wanted to tell her everything

I've been holding it in me for too long.......

"Y/n-ahhh are you okay?"

"UNNIE I AM NOT OKAY!! I'M DYING IN EVERY SECOND SAVE ME I am not okay unnie please help me it hurts, it hurts a lot"

And I started crying loudly, Hana came and hugged me tightly and I cried onto her chest while she patted my head and said comforting words to me like....

"It's ok Unnie is here"

"I will help you y/n"

"It won't hurt again y/n"

"I'm there for you"

After a few minutes of crying I finally calmed down hana told me to take a seat on the couch she brought me glass of water and sat down near me.

I knew she had a lot of questions but she acted calm and only asked me one question but that one was the one I'm afraid to answer

"So y/n.... What's his name?"

A/n : OMG miracle your lazy ass author posted other chapter can you believe it? 😱😱😱😱😱😱 ok that's it I'll try to post more than two or two chapters everyday so...... yah luv u