Taehyung P.O.V"Don't act like you don't know.... You knew it before......... That I LOVE YOU"
Her words... I felt emotions that I can't explain when I heard those words and whenever I think about them.
I always had the doubt about the way she saw me like as a friend or not but I thought it'd not be true and didn't question her......
But when she said those three words the anger I had inside me softened of course she could soften me but what she did was wrong and it couldn't be forgived........
Who needs her? I have Jennifer right?
Even tho I felt more comfortable towards y/n.
Still Jennifer is my girlfriend and I can't break her heart but does that mean I should break the heart of the person who meant so much to me??
I'M LOST AND THE PERSON WHO CAN ONLY GET ME BACK TO MY HOME IS Y/N
Because she is my home.....
I don't want to feel this way......
I went to my second home
any cheap classic bar.I drank to forget about y/n and jennifer but I couldn't. I drank drank and drank still I felt Sober.......
"Uggghh why is it so hard!!" I shouted despite the place I'm drinking
"Hey mahn are you ok?" A boy asked I didn't turn back to see him because more the people more the annoyance.
"I'm doing great so just leave"
"Are you sure about that?" He came and sat next to me placing his helmet on the counter
I looked at him raising an eyebrow with kinda annoyed look.
"What I can't sit here? It's not your bar right?....... If it please give me a discount"
He laughed at his own 'joke' I guess...
what do you call soemthing so lame?
And he orderd a cider to drink."Seriously you came to a bar to drink Cider?" I looked at him in disbelief.
"Something Tell's me that you're gonna drink more and I'll have to take care of you so I have to stay sober" he continued drinking and I did the same...
"Anyway I'm jisoo" I looked at him again and started to scan him fully he looked kinda hot not that hot
"What's your name?" Ughh he's trying to get close
"Vincent Van Gogh" I replied more like lied.
"Wow nice name is your parents like half american or something?"
"Mom from Britain dad half korean and half American"
Actualy mom and dad korean.
"Wow so where do they live?"
"They've moved to Australia this month"
I don't even know if they're still alive
"You might be rich?"
"Yah"
I'm broke af
"So you wanna talk about your problem Vincent?" Why is he being nice?
"No thanks I'll just drink my feeling away"
10 MINUTES LATER
Jisoo P.O.V
"And then she said I LOVE YOU Ahhhhh"
Ok he started crying like a baby laying his head on my shoulder
"It's ok Vincent stop crying"
"I don't know what to do"
"Chose one mahn it's simple" ugh he have 2 girls behind him and me trying to get one!
"Who would you chose if you were me?" He stopped crying and asked me in between some sniffs.
"Are they both hot"
"Yah jennifer is hot and she's like a kpop idol like so hot but...."
"But what?"
"But y/n...."
"Y/N??"
Is the y/n he saying the y/n I know.
"Yes y/n, she's like pretty, not hot she's cute her cheeks are chubby and her pink lips, her brown-black hair, her brown eyes,
her soft white skin, her pretty smile, the way she dances and always trips on her own foot and the way she tries to act tough
She's just pefect......"That's the same way I'd talk about y/n. The same way I'd compliment her cuteness the same small details and all.
I guess it is my Y/n
But i can't call her my she's her
"Who would you chose jisoo?" He asked me
"Uh...."
A QUICK FLASHBACK
AT Y/N'S APARTMENT
WHEN JISOO CAME OVER WITH HANA (Y/N SISTER)
"Jisoo are you her boyfriend" her sister asked me
"No" she frowned a little
"Ugh I wish y/n would move on"
"Move on?"
"Yah she has feelings for her best friend who has feeling for someone else and she's like so depressed nowadays...
She does everything for him, takes care of him, loves him and always be there for him she's not even that love type kinda girl
you know.......I guess she just Love's him too much"
AND WE'RE BACK AT THE BAR
"Who would you chose...."
Should I say Jennifer so he would leave y/n and i can have he .
Should I be that selfish just because I have a small crush?
"Y/N I'd chose y/n"
why do I feel sad? It's just a crush right? It happens everytime.
"I'm such an asshole I left her all broken. What should I do now??"
"Just tell her everything you said to me
just show her the true you""You're right I should do that"
"Let's do that tomorrow...
For now get up Taehyung" I got up from my seat ready to leave."How do you know my name"
"What name? I called you Vincent
Isn't that your name?""I'm drunk and I felt like I heard....."
SLAMMM!!!I looked back and saw Taehyung all blacked out laying on the table.
Ugh think I'll have to carry you home.
A/n : so... Do you like their bromance? ; )
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