D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R || Taehyung X Reader

Chapter- 15 - RUINED

Y/N P.O.V

When I woke up I had a big headache and I felt real sick I even threw up multiple times so I decided not to go to school today.

But I wanted to see Taehyung, I wanted to ask him why he didn't come and why he left me all alone.

So i thought about going to school at evening and wait for him.

AT EVENING

As I said before I was waiting for the school to be over so I could meet him.

The school bell rang and I rushed to the entrance and looked for his face everywhere.

And when I found that handsome face I ran towards him he didn't see me since he was looking down
I stopped running since I reached close enough so I called out his name.

"Taehyung-ahhh" he looked up but he had a blank expression he then again looked down, continued walking.

Did he just ignore me?

When he went past me I held his arms and pulled him infront of him.

I looked at his face which seemed a bit annoyed

"What do you want y/n?" He asked

I saw lisa coming over to us
"Y/n I thought you didn't come today" she asked but I didn't want to talk to her.

"Did you just ask me what I want?!" I asked to Taehyung

"Yess! What do you want?"

"What I want huh? I want to know why you didn't come yesterday? Why did you leave me alone at that time? Huh why?"

"Y/n I told you I had some personal issues"

"Personal issues? Or was it because of jennifer? I saw you guys yesterday" he looked down and didn't reply.

"Guys what's happening?" I forgot that lisa was still there. She seemed real confused

"Since when did you stared lying to me?" I asked to Taehyung ignoring Lisa as much as I can.

"Me? What about you? Look at yourself"

"When did I lie?"

"When you said you'd help me with jennifer".

"And I did"

"Then why did you tell her about my disorder and all"

Oh shit

TINY FLASHBACK

"Taehyung has anger issues and he can't control it no matter what and so I think it's better for you to reject him"

BACK TO THE CURRENT FIGHT

"Uh......." What will I say now?

"Why did you say that Y/n? WHY??"

"Because I'm starting to have this weird  feelings for you"

"What weird feelings?"

"Don't act like you don't know.... You knew it before......... That I LOVE YOU"

I heard a gasp leave from Lisa's mouth

But Taehyung just stared at my face.

"Say something, dont just stare like that say something Taehyung"

"Take care of yourself & your feelings y/n"

By saying that he walked away from me.... He didn't care about me and left me in my heart broken state

"Y/n are you ok?" Lisa came towards me and rubbed my back trying to comfort me.

But I felt sadness and anger all together I didn't knew how to react.

"Y/n please don't cry there's people here"

"Lisa, leave"

"Y/n i know I'm a bad friend, I just always left you alone and be selfish"

"So you knew I was alone..."

"Don't worry, I'll be there for you"

"Lisa just fuckk off, Go and hang around with your boyfriend like you usually do and just leave me alone"

"Y/n I'm sorry" tears were starting to form in her eye's

"Ugh i can't even look at you
Look lisa I hate you for leaving me alone and the more I look at you the more the hatred grows so Lisa from now on your nothing but a stranger to me..."

I stormed out of there maybe I released all my anger on her but what i said was true and now what will i do with the pain in my heart?

I went to my apartment locked myslef in my bedroom and started to cry
Why am I so weak?

Take care of yourself & your feelings y/n

His words were still roaming in my head

"HOW?? HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO THAT TAEHYUNG??? PLEASE TELL ME I DON'T KNOW........"

A/n : heyyy y'all so something happend and the chapter i posted became idk many parts were missing so i reposted.

So there's a thing I want to say the upcoming chapters might be a little sad chapters coz u know my book might not be like other stories where taehyung realises his feelings for y/n which he already had for her but hid it then he confesses to her and they become a couple blah blah blah
Eewwwww not nice

My stories will be strange just like me so hope you enjoy and feel free to say anything u want