D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R || Taehyung X Reader

Chapter - 21- missing

Taehyung p.o.v

It's already winter, you left me all alone in the cold just to keep yourself warm......... selfish of you? I don't think so, there's no way that I could blame this on you and I never should because I know if I didn't be too selfish this wouldn't have happened,
we wouldn't have become just a memory.

Life has changed a little for me actually, I met a boy named jisoo at a bar once and he and I are now kinda friends. He's really nice he'd always listen to my problems and tell me what to do.

I joined in a programme, it's like a therapy sessions for teenagers like me, they taught me many things and even gave me some medicines to take and it's really effective, it's brings good results, I'm really happy about that.

Nothing really happens in my life since your not here, if you were here you'd always drag me to the mall and asks my opinions for the dress you buy, you'd always try to act cute when I scold you for wearing short skirts, you'd always hug me from back when I'm angry and it always cools me down, you'd always tell me how much I mean to you but I just shrug it off.

The memories of us laughing together now brought pain, only pain.

Even if I could go back in time I know I'd do mess this up again, sometimes I think this is for the best you can be free from a monster like me while I'm chained up here. But I still want you by my side even tho I'm a cruel person I need you.

I hope you are doing well, I can only imagine that, sometimes I imagine you happily walking in the streets of that foreign place in the arms of someone else.......

Don't! just walk by yourself y/n, because I'm still here waiting for you to return I don't care how long it takes, if you stay away from me for a day it is like an eternity for me, but I will accept it for you for making you cry for making you hurt. You can stay away from me for an eternity but I'll still wait for you here, because something inside me says that you will return.

Y/n please do return, I know what I did was wrong and unforgivable but please don't leave me.

Yah I again started to y/n in my mind, I know that she won't hear this I hope someone does... but talking like this relaxes my mind a bit.

I headed to my fridge and opened another bottle of beer I sat on the couch looking at my phone screen the display had you and me in it. You looked really cute in it.

My smile faded slowly..... thinking that from now on I can only see you this way through photos through dreams and through the beautiful memories you gave me.

"Y/n-ahhh I can't stop missing you...."

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{Preview}

"Taehyung can you go pick up my friend from the airport?"
"Sure when?"

"Dad I'll be goin back to Seoul soon"
"Ok when?"

"Tomorrow"

"Tomorrow"

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A/n : heyy so yah another late update.

So I asked you all what would you ask to y/n, so yah in this chapter I'm going to do the same thing except you'll be asking questions to Taehyung.

comment down what you want to ask/say to Taehyung.