Songs 2019

Song #15: All My Mind

They say some things are worth dying for
But just the thought of it makes me wanna take no more
There are some days where everything seems to go right
And then sun filled nights where I don't know where to stumble to go on.

Would you die for me?
If I said I could see the beauty in your eyes when you turned to look at me?
If I said I wanted to kiss you with all my soul
And talk to you with all my mind?

Life is a ride in the rain in the dark
You don't always know where to go
But if you would go along with me
Maybe then I could love you with all my mind.

Because then we could understand each other
And I wouldn't feel like I couldn't take any more
Perhaps someday, in a dream you would say
That you've been waiting for me all the day, along all the way.

That you'll always be with me
Even if you did want to leave me
Sometimes I think I love you with all my mind
But not all my soul, if that were even possible.

Sometimes I think I love you with all my mind (All my mind)
But not all my soul (but not my whole heart.)
Because sometimes I think I do but God knows what is true
And he'll always see right through me
Kind and self-sacrificing as I may seem to be.

One day I may pay for everything I ever did wrong
And have to say sorry for all that even made me want to write this song.
And that day I fear
'Cause you'll never know whether or not your end is near
Until that day comes.

I don't wanna die alone
Because maybe that's the way it will be when I kiss the dust
Even if we sinners all die together
We'll still be alone in dark life after death forever.

I want to trust the Lord, well, I guess I want to
But I don't really understand why, if it wasn't my fault
That Eve started the fall of sin, on that terribly dark day, so long ago
That I must still die for the fact that I often feel like living
My life the way I want to live it.

Why couldn't God stop people, if He is the One who will always win
From ruining the world through their sin into eternity?
With all my mind I don't understand.