Wildest Dreams| Taekook| Completed

42.

Taehyung banged the door open as jimin flinched.

"What happened?! Why are you so angry?" jimin asked as taehyung glared at him.

"Were you a part of this plan too?" taehyung asked in an angry tone.

"W-what plan?" 

"Where's byeol?" taehyung asked as he looked around.

"Didn't she leave after you for the appointment?"

"T-taehyung-ssi?" they both heard byeol's voice who just arrived and was in shock seeing taehyung here.

"Weren't you at the mall?" byeol asked while taehyung just glared at her.

"Why are you acting as if you did nothing wrong, byeol?" taehyung chided.

"W-what?" byeol asked in a scared voice as she shut the door behind her.

"I know you faked an appointment with joo-hyuk-ssi and helped jungkook meet me. Just because i consider you my friend doesn't mean you have the right to interfere with my personal life, byeol. I don't know what came into your mind that you helped him when you know how miserable he has made me. Did you even consider about my feelings once before accepting his request? Why does everyone likes to toy around with my feelings?!" taehyung yelled while byeol looked him straight in the eye.

"I know, i am just a mere assistant and throughout my professional life as an assistant i've never done such an unprofessional thing but seeing you that miserable is exactly why i decided to help him. It's not that with him you are miserable, you're miserable without him, taehyung-ssi. I have no right to say this but i thought maybe, just for once, if i have the chance to do something as your friend, i'd take it. I never had an intention of hurting or playing with your feelings and i know that no one can understand your feelings better than you can, but seeing you so upset, i HAD to do something, if not as your friend, then as your assistant but it backfired. so i deeply a-apologize for doing such a terrible thing---i'm sorry, i'll take my leave now" byeol said, sniffling her tears back and swiftly walked out of the house.

Taehyung sighed as he plopped down on the couch, looking at his feet as jimin slowly sat beside him, holding his shoulder.

"Tae? Don't you think it was a little harsh on her?" jimin spoke softly.

"I'll apologize to her correctly" taehyung mumbled out.

"What happened there, though?" jimin asked and taehyung told him everything.

"You know, jimin, even though i was subconscious i could smell him, i could hear his breathing, his racing heartbeat, the way he held me everything reminded me of the past and that day and at that time my heart was hurting me more than my phobia but i still didn't wanna let go of his embrace, in that dark room, he made me feel safe, but i still can't forget that everything he did was just to "see my decomposed face". He said it so simply and thought that i'd be able to accept him, but i can't, jimin. To me, every lie he presented was a truth until i saw it with my own eyes, i felt that no matter if he teases me or taunts me, he wouldn't ever lie to me but when i saw him walking with that girl every word he spoke about how "he wants the same thing as i want" and how "we're on the same page" turned into a lie and i still can't figure out if he's just teasing me" taehyung said, his eyes filled up with tears.

"But if i keep accepting his lies, i'll always end up crying on this sofa with you consoling me. So, it's time to get over him completely, jimin" taehyung said as he looked at jimin.

"What are you gonna do, tae?" 

"You'll get to know"