Wildest Dreams| Taekook| Completed

30.

That day was so exhausting yet so ecstatic for taehyung. He had to work in the night with severe pain in his ass but whenever he reminisced the memories, the pain, the exhaustion all turned into thin air, a blush creeping to his face.

His heart was racing because of his jumbled thoughts and whenever he saw jungkook, his breath would hitch and his heart would start beating million times per second. This feeling was unsuppressed.

Yet he couldn't come up and talk to jungkook about their relationship because he was confused.....or more--scared.

Were they friends? Co-actors? Or something more than that?

Even taehyung was confused over what he wanted them to be.

But at least, strangers was not on the list. Or going back to the way they were in the start.

Because taehyung can't come up to hate jungkook now. Since he knows that he feels something, anything.

It's been 4 months since they've met and so much has already happened. 

And when he recalls, everything started with someone sitting on the couch of the director's room, right leg kept on the left one, unbothered eyes and scowl on his face as he introduced himself- "Hello, I'm jeon jungkook" and a cigar in his mouth 

Moment after moment, jungkook proved taehyung's conscience wrong and that made taehyung even more attracted to him.

Taehyung is desperate to sort his feelings out.

At first, he hated jungkook--like despised him, then he was sexually attracted to him, then they became friends, then he AGAIN found himself being sexually attracted to jungkook and he thought it would be that way only until after the sex when they started hanging out more taehyung realized it's just not infatuation or sexual appeal but he feels something more for jungkook---like he wants to see him smile and laugh everyday because he loves his smile, but he also wants jungkook to show his smile to only him and no one else. He feels happy when they are together; talking, eating or just being together. He likes spending time with him. He feels excited to start the new day and meet jungkook the first thing in the morning.

All this just can't be sexual attraction.

All he needs is one push and he'll take it.

It saddens him that the movie's gonna be over really soon since almost all the scenes have been shot and only the ending scenes are left now. He doesn't want the movie to end so early, because that would mean that he won't get time to spend with jungkook. He just wants to be here with jungkook, in South Africa forever because once they reach back to Korea, their time together lessens.

And before that he just wants to confirm his and jungkook's feelings.

Before it's too late.

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Taehyung was having second thoughts, whether to fucking knock on the door or not. 

And his anxious ass decided to knock on the door and run away like it was some childish prank. But before he could knock on the door, it opened by itself leaving taehyung in shock and his fist frozen in the air.

There stood an almost surprised jungkook on the phone looking at taehyung.

"I-i-i.....i was just passing by" Fuck. Taehyung repeated in his mind. He must have smoked weed before coming here.

"I'll talk to you later" jungkook said in a blunt way to the person on the line and taehyung was a bit taken aback hearing his tone. It was as if the old, rude and cocky jungkook was back.

He ended the call and looked at taehyung, shifting his weight on the door and folding his hands. He was, as usual, in his bathrobe and fuck, taehyung was internally drooling but tried to pull himself up and talk to jungkook.

"But you don't look like you were just passing by though" jungkook said as he checked taehyung out, who thankfully, took time to get ready.

He cleared his throat to disguise his blush.

"Well, uhh-i...i-i wanted to see you" taehyung mumbled out which made jungkook to smile, fully satisfied by his answer.

"Then you should have said so" jungkook said as he pulled taehyung inside, closing the door behind him.

Taehyung widened his eyes, his blush increasing as his heart started beating erratically.

Taehyung fluttered his eyes close as he saw jungkook lean towards him.

But it never happened, instead he heard a loud sigh and weight dropping on his shoulder, hands caging his waist.

"I'm sorry, tae. I can't do it right now. I.....am frustrated right now" jungkook voiced out.

And taehyung was actually happy to hear that. Why? Because jungkook thought that taehyung was the person he can share his feelings to.

He smiled as he slowly took his hands towards jungkook's nape and ruffled his hair which caught jungkook by surprise.

Jungkook leaned further into the touch and nuzzled up to taehyung's neck.

"It's okay, i'm here" taehyung said in happy tone as he patted jungkook's head.

He could see that jungkook was tired and looked sleepy.

"You must have worked hard right?" taehyung asked and felt a nod against his neck and smiled.

"You did a very good job, today. Let's sleep?" taehyung asked and felt him nod again.

They walked towards the bed and laid down. It was uncomfortable for taehyung to walk with so much weight on him but he didn't want to get separated from jungkook's warmth.

He could already see jungkook's eyes blinking as he played with his hair whilst smiling.

"Good night" he spoke and only got a small nod as a response making him chuckle lightly.

He couldn't help but love looking at jungkook's calm composure, which only he can see and no one else.

Once jungkook was asleep he covered him with the blanket and slowly got out of the room, smiling to himself.

He fished his phone out and dialed jimin's number.

"Hello, jimin?"

"I finally realized.....i love him"