WICKED IS BAD Newt X Reader X Minho...?

awkward 21.

You woke up and Newt was laying cuddle next to you asleep, he was shirtless and that made you blush, even though he was asleep.

You get up and start to get out of bed when Newt grabs your wrist and pulls you back in bed.
He lays you down and puts a hand on both sides of your head on the bed.
It's kinda intimating, but nice.
He starts to kiss you, and you KISS back.
At this point you and Newt are both shirtless with him on top of you and your kissing.

Minho comes and looks for you, since you have runner duty today.
He walks in,
"Alright knock it off shuck face, Lia's gotta go in the maze."
"Fiiiiine" Newt says not wanting to let you go.
You grab your tank top, flannel and shoes then get dressed and head out.

You both start running to the maze.
"That was a little spicy Lia," Minho says winking at you.
"Your just saying that because your jealous." You say with a smug look.
"Your right! I am!!" He shouts. jealousy in his eyes, his emotion changed like a scared chameleon.
"Shuck, Minho I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you, I just..." You say stopping a little before the maze entrance.
He sighs deeply,
"No don't be, you were enjoying yourself. I should be sorry for yelling."
You hug him and he hugs back since he's so much taller he encases you with his body, you feel a tear hit the top of your head and that breaks your heart. He hugs you very strong then continues into the maze.

Later at lunch you were talking and hanging out.
"Hey, new Greenie tomorrow!" You tell him.
"Yeah! Maybe another girl.
Not that I want another girl I have you here, um... I mean your with Newt but... I-I'm gonna shut up." He says making you a little sad.
"Don't shut up! I can't live in silence. Although it would be nice not hearing your sass." You tell him smiling and he returns the smile.

He starts to stare at you then he approaches you. You stand up and walk into a wall, you put your hands on his chest kinda keeping him away (that doesn't work, he's so much stronger than you).
Then he puts his hands on both sides of your face against the wall. He's so much taller and stronger then you, if he wanted to he could make you do almost anything.
You get a little worried and scared, but it's Minho he wouldn't hurt you like that, he's doing this because he loves you.
"Minho. Don't." You tell him.
He stares at you with lust in his eyes, he looks sad but also doesn't.
It's like he wants to kiss you, but knows he shouldn't, so he's stuck in this state of not being able to look away.

"Minho..." You say as you put your hands hard against the wall.
He puts his hand on your cheek, and the other on your hip and he pulls you in, you struggle a little but he stiffens and grabs you tighter, so you stop.
You start to shake with fear.
"This isn't like you Minho..." you say with tears filling your eyes.
You feel so bad, your having to fight not to give into him. There's a part of you that physically can't resist him.
then he stops and backs away.
"shuck! S-sorry... I-I don't kn-know why I d-I did that!" He says walking backwards his eyes darting back and forth not making complete eye contact.
He turns around and starts whispering insults to himself.
He keeps calling himself an idiot, and a shuck-face.
"Minho," you whisper putting your hand on his shoulder
"Lia don't." Minho says in a firm voice then pushing your hand off.

'ugh!! I just want him to be my friend! I hate seeing him sad!'
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Minho's POV

As your staring at her you can't help but want to grab her and kiss like she's never felt before, since loosing your memories she's the only person you've had feelings for, and you WANT her!
'I love her, but she's Newt's.'

As you stare at her you realize she's asking you to stop. then the tears come, a small tear comes down her face and that breaks your heart.

You back away, as your backing up you realize your hand was on her back right above her butt holding her firm, and your other was on her cheek. You start insulting yourself.
You feel ashamed, you don't even want to look at her...

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Lia's POV

"We better continue." You tell him, then you both pack up lunch and head off.

The rest of the time you can hear him whispering, most likely insulting himself, it hurts but you don't say anything in fear you might make it worse.

every so often he'll glance over at you and just stare.
You try not to look when he stares cause it'll only make him stare more.

You stop for a quick dinner, and it's pure silance.
You close your eyes hard open them then stand up.
"Look, Minho.
I hate this, I hate seeing you upset.
I just, well... I don't even know what to say, I don't even know anymore."

"I'll stop." He tells you.
"What do you mean stop? How do you, stop?" You say confused.
"I'll stop staring at you, I'll stop touching you, I'll just... stop." He says upset. He gathers up dinner then you both head out.

You finally get back to the Glade, it felt like a life time of silence.

Minho is obviously not ok, and it hurts you, but there's nothing you can really do.
He loves you, and your with Newt.

After you come out of the map room Newt walks up to you and kisses you, you pull away, " Newt I'm sorry I just don't feel like it right now."
"What's the matter love?"
"Nothing specific." You say then walk to the Deadheads.

"Hey what's wrong with Lia?" Newt asks Minho.
"I don't SHUCKING KNOW! She's your girlfriend! If she was my girlfriend she would never be upset!" Minho shouts at Newt.
"Um, you ok? Did something happen in the maze...?" Newt asks.
"Just leave me alone." Minho says in a sharp voice then walks off.
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Later you are in the Deadheads laying in a tree, you end up falling asleep after awhile.