Codes Keys and memories 31.

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The next morning you woke up in a panic remembering the dream last night. Although you don't think it was a dream, more of a memory.
Newt wakes up and brings you into a hug.
Your bare skin on his felt nice.
"Thank you, Newt. You've always been there for me."
"And I always will."

You get dressed and head out.
You need to run in the maze today, so you start heading twords the Map room. On the way Thomas stops you.
"Hey, Teresa said something about the maps being important last night. So I think when you get back today we're going study them closely. Ok?"
"I mean, alright. Not like we'll find anything."
You say gently moving your hair accidentally.
"Lia?!" He says pulling you close and looking at your neck.
"Are, are those hickeys?"
"Yeah..." You say kinda embarrassed.
"Who? Wait... That's not something Newt would do, Minho?"
"No, it was Newt. Last night."
"Last night? Newt seems so sweet and gentle. I wouldn't imagine him getting like that..."
"Well he has a naughty side, leave it at that." You say scrunching your eyebrows, getting oddly defensive.
"Just be careful, besides Teresa your the only girl. So make sure they're not just trying to get in your pants."
"how could you say that!? He would never! We love each other!"
You say walking away frustrated.

You go into the Map room, and Minho's there waiting. You walk over and grab your supplies.
Minho is just looking at you shocked.
"What?!" You say now kinda mad that everyone is making these hickeys a big deal.

I mean, I guess I can't see myself so they might be super obvious... But still, so what me and Newt had some fun last night. And he left like six hickeys... Oh crap, they probably are freaking obvious. Why would he leave so many? Is this his way of saying I'm his to all the other Gladers...?

"Did Newt put those there?"
"Ya. Why?"
"I just didn't imagine him to be, well to do that kinda stuff."
"Well he did. Why is everyone so surprised by it? we were enjoying ourselves. Just go in the maze and do what your good at." You say in a raised tone.
"Lia? Are you ok?" He asks calmly.
"No! I'm not!" You shout at him.
"Lia, what's wrong? You can tell me."

"I- ugh! Me emotions don't even feel like mine, it's like something is telling me to care about stuff. And I don't understand! And then I have these weird dreams, and everything is getting messed up. A girl comes and she's the last one ever, I feel like our friendship -or whatever it is- is getting ruined. And I- I can't take it anymore! I wanna get out." You say all this and collapses to the floor, flooded in tears.
"Whoa Lia, it's ok." Minho says swooping in and pulling you onto his lap.
"I didn't mean to upset you, I guess I was just jealous I didn't put those hickeys on you... But everything is going to be alright. And our friendship is perfectly in tact."
"Ya... We better head into the maze."
"Alrighty."

You head out and on the way you see Newt.
"I'll be right there Minho, you can head out." He gives a nod then runs off.
You walk over to Newt.
"Why'd you do this?" You ask while pointing to your neck.
"What do you mean? We were having fun and I got carried away... Why?"
"That's it, no other reason?"
"What other reason would I have?"
"I don't know, but everyone I've talked to today has pointed them out first thing. So maybe with 50 other boys in the Glade you wanted to make sure whose I was."

All this random frustration is building up. I wasn't even mad, but know I am. Why are my emotions so bipolar...?

"Why would I ever do that to you! You think I consider you mine. Your a person I don't own you, nobody does. And until now I thought you knew that!"
"I don't know anything! I can't even figure out my own emotions! How am I supposed to be able to understand others!"
"What is that supposed to mean? You don't know if I love you?"
"All I'm saying is in a rough place like this it's easy to use someone like me to relieve stress and stuff."
"You think I'm using you for pleasure?! I-I can't believe you!" He looks at me with a face of disgust and frustration.
"I've only know you for two months, So maybe..."

He just walks away, not saying anything else. He just leaves. You run into the maze.

Why did I do that!? I know he's not using me! I know he loves me. So why did I do that! My own brain can't understand it's self!

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Ava's POV

"Maybe we should lower it. She's really struggling." You say to Janson.
"But it's finally working. Her brain is giving extreme feed back. This could really help." He tell you in return.
"Maybe just take her out and put someone else in."
"No, it's too late for that, subjects A5 and A7 are too attached, we can't go back."

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Newt's POV

You go to your room,
"Aaarrrgggh" you shout slamming your fists into the wall.
"Why would she think that! I would never do anything like that!!! You sit on your bed, the rest of the day flies by. You can't really remember much, Alby came in at one point. You just shoo'd him away.

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Lia's POV

As you were running tears in your eyes,
everything went black.
You collapses to the floor knocked out.

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I wake up in a room I get dressed and showered and all ready, then I sit on my bed and wait.
I'm about 12.

My mom comes in.
"Good morning, we're sending in the first of group A. Would you like to come say goodbye?"
"I guess, not like it matters, they won't remember me..."

She takes me to say goodbye.
I say goodbye to Newt and Minho. I don't know them very well -seeing as the only time I saw them was to help with tests- but they're the closest thing I have to friends.

They have me leave.
As I'm walking by my mom's office I over heard something.
"Well, the maps will do great, they're the code to escaping."

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You wake up in a rush, with a pain in your head. You run back to the Glade. Your late, But not to late, if you rush you can still make it.

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Newt's POV

A rush of anger goes through you.
You bit your teeth together and start throwing things at the wall.
"Why- did- she- do- that!" You shout in between throwing things.

Minho comes barging in.
"What the shuck are you doing?!"
"Go away." You say teeth still clenched.
"Dude chill, what happened?"
"This is your fault, isn't it?" You say putting a finger on his chest.
"You talked to her, Put these thoughts in her head!"
"What shuck thoughts? What happened!?" He pressed on.

"She came to me say that the bloody hickeys were a mark the fact that she's mine! I don't own her, and I don't know why she'd say that. Then she started saying maybe I'm using her for pleasure! I would never."

"That doesn't sound like you, that's for sure.
But that also doesn't sound like her...
Although she did say she's been struggling with her emotions lately."
"That's an understatement."
"Dude, chillax. She's going through a rough time, and she's taking her frustration out on things. I bet she regrets what she said."

"And if she doesn't? If she really hates me? I won't be able to live with that."

"She should be home anytime, now Teresa and Thomas have some ideas, so come on."

You two head to the gathering. At the gathering Teresa's saying that the maps are a code, and she and Thomas are the keys.
No one believes them until suddenly Lia bursts through the door.

"I know how to get out!" She shouts to the group.

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