WHO AM I

chapter fourteen: time for a little secret

you tied up JER back again as SAM updated DEAN and ROWENA about what just happened..

you and SAM headed to the kitchen where DEAN and ROWENA were already present...

DEAN: "Y/N.... how?"

Y/N: "I'm not so sure how.. or why.. all I know is that this is happening... I'm so sorry I lied to both of you.. I wasnt sure for what is happening .. I want to go to ROWENA about this.. but then I couldnt.. I thought that you will think that I was lying about being a heretic or maybe you will think that I'm the bad guy"

SAM: "Y/N we never thought of you as the bad guy ever.. we asked you to come and stay with us because we trusted you.. also because you chose the right side even if it meant killing the people you stayed with .. you chose good.. and you saved your lives.. "

DEAN: "I love you Y/N .. (he had a long pause before he continued) we all do.. me, SAM, ROWENA, BOBBY.. all of us.. but you have to tell us what's going and no more secrets"

ROWENA: "Y/N, DEAN is right..  we all care for you .. you have always been there to help them with the hunts and let's not forget the witch bond we have.. you are like a daughter to me.. let us help you figure out things.."

you had tears in your eyes .. you felt bad for keeping a secret from the family you have ... and thinking they will think bad for you

Y/N: "I'm so sorry.. I should have talked to you guys about this"

DEAN: "aww.. dont worry girl.. tell us now"
he said with a smile that melt your heart

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Y/N: "I dont have my mothers pendant for a long time.. when I came to the bunker with you guys.. I was happy and I felt loved.. I got a great bond with the two of you.. it was the day when me and DEAN played the bacon prank on SAM.. I dint had my pendant but I had a little contact with DEAN... and when SAM came.. I did that rainbow sprinkle shower on him using my magic.. and we three had fun.. when I got back to my room.. I found the pendant on the bed.. I was shocked.. I was scared for what just happened.. I was coming to tell the both of you when I heard that you both got a witch case.. the one in TEXAS .. I dint want to add up to your worries so I stayed quite.. you both were gone for 2 days.. and at that time.. i tried my magic again without the pendant but i failed.. again and again.. and then i remembered that I was sitting on top of DEAN irritating him.. when I used my magic.. so I went to your room to take this"

you showed them DEAN's shirt..

DEAN: "I was looking for it.. I thought I left it with a hooker or someone"

he said trying to make your mood light as he took his shirt back.. and it did work..

Y/N: "yeah sure.."

you said with a smile that made everyone else smile

SAM: "you know we missed that smile.. we havent seen it in so long Y/N"

you had a tear but you smiled and wiped it off..

DEAN: "Continue..."

Y/N: "yeah.. so I took this and I tried the spell again... my spell worked but it was weak.. so I went to SAM's room to get something that belonged to him.. and i found this"

you showed them a shirt that belonged to SAM's

SAM smiled seeing the shirt..

SAM: "Well you know.. I was looking for it too.. and I dont want comments (he said looking at DEAN).. you can continue Y/N"

Y/N: "I tried to do the spell with this too.. and my spell was still weak.. but then I took the both of them and tried it.. my.. my magic was strong enough to kill a person ..."