WHO AM I

chapter fifteen : so that means

You were totally confused..

Y/N: "but wait.. I'm a heretic.. and like theoretically shouldnt supernatural things give me power?"

there was a moment of silence when ROWENA said...

ROWENA: "are you sure you are a heretic Y/N?"

Y/N: "what's that supposed to mean??"

ROWENA: "just a thought.. let's forget about it"

Y/N: "umm.. okey? shouldnt we like go and check on JER?"

SAM: "yeah wait I'll call DEAN"

Y/N: "no.. dont.. not right now.. pls?"

SAM: "okey? then I'll go with you.."

SAM said with a smile as the 2 of u headed to JER

Y/N: "I get it for DEAN... but then how are you able to juice me up?"

you asked SAM

SAM: "well.. according to what ROWENA said.. it's because you feel connected to us and so do we.. not just connected but a deep bond"

Y/N: "so meaning that if I feel connected to someone to a deeper level like with the two of you and it's the same way back.. it can juice me up?"

SAM: "kind of .. I guess... why?"

Y/N: "that means ... JER?!"

you shouted his name as it triggered you that he was desperately connected to you and at a moment of time you felt connected to him..
as the two of you reached the door.. you saw JER still tied up.. you let out a sign of relief...

SAM: "what was that about??"

Y/N: "I kind of realised that if I can juice myself up from love and affection .. then so can JER ... and at a point I did lose my guards for him..."

SAM: "Y/N ... you are different..  this thing that you can do.. that's not what a normal heretic can do... you are different and you are more powerful than anyother"

you gave a little smile to SAM

Y/N: "thank you SAMMY"

SAM: "stop calling me that Y/N"

Y/N: "SAMMYYYYYY"

you started to tease SAM to lighten up your and his mood..
and then you entered the room..and woke JER up...

JER: "so you cowards came back huh?"

Y/N: "JER .... what do you want from me?"

JER: "I just want you to come back with me.. we are 21 .. and I dont know if you remember but we have a merge ceremony... we are gemini coven twins after all.. and ofcourse I want to catch up with my sister before I absorb her.. kill her is better ain't it?"

SAM was shocked to know that....

SAM: "Y/N ... you are a gemini coven witch?"

Y/N: "what is that supposed to mean and what is a merge ceremony?! I know nothing about it!! and absorb me? what are you even talking about??"

you were so confused fir what was happening.. you looked up to SAM for some explanation after all he was the "big nerd"

SAM: "merge ceremonies are for the gemini twins.. you both are gemini coven witches.. and at the age of 21 they have this ceremony in front of all other witches of the coven.. you both merge your powers and the stronger one from the both of you lives and gets some trade of the other one.. and the other one.. dies.. it's more like it will merge the two of you into one... two souls in one body kind of.."

JER: "huh, you sure know a lot SAMMY BOI"

JER said teasing SAM.. which irritated him...

Y/N: "so... when does this merge ceremony is supposed to happen and where?"

you said trying not to focus on what exactly it does.. you broke when you heard that because then you realised that JER dint really care for you.. he just needed your powers.. so the best you could do was to hide your disappointment...

JER: "on the day of our 22nd birthday .... KANSAS... the house we lived it.. we will find all the other coven witches there "

Y/N: "Not we.. just me.. I'll meet you there.."

SAM: "Y/N .. wait.. can I talk to you please?"

you nodded

Y/N: "what?"

SAM: "day of your 22nd birthday as in tomorrow.. are you sure you ready for this??"

you were a little surprised to see that SAM remembered you birthday..

Y/N: "yes.."

SAM: "but Y/N.. just think about this.. we can find a way out of it"

Y/N: "no.. it's fine SAM.. it's either I'll live or I'll die.. and it's better now than later.."

SAM: "what about JER?"

you said turning to JER .. as you untied him

Y/N: "I'll let him go and prepare for tomorrow"

SAM nodded even though he wasnt happy with the decision but he knew that nothing can change your mind..
you let JER go.. and you headed back to the library with SAM..

ROWENA: "...... that's all"

ROWENA was talking to DEAN when the two of you seated yourself in the library

DEAN: "I'm sorry for earlier Y/N..."

Y/N: "it's fine DEAN.. I like you too"

you said with a smile.. trying to forget all the disappoints..

DEAN: "so.. JER still alive?"

SAM: "yes.. but he ..."

you cut SAM in between

Y/N: "he is still unconscious"

you dint want to tell DEAN about tomorrow... you dint want him to worry...
SAM was confused for why you dint tell DEAN about it.. but he went along

later when you and DEAN went back to the room.. SAM filled ROWENA up with the details..