Ride or Die

The heart wants what it wants

Like crap ever time of course I crash into man and my "sorry" is first time was wrong. 

⁃ I understand why you puffing

⁃ What ? ,- I lift up my head and it's him. Wilmer is here. Fine. ⁃ Listen guy ... just bye ,- my typical hand gesture.

He catches my arm while I'm moving and tightly pulls toward him with no emotion on his face.

 ⁃ You cannot be here , better U listen and bye 

I was in shock but had time to shake my arm and he left it and went eventually. Dork. I did some steps and want to party but before I swim in club atmosphere, I feel that his eyes and thoughts didn't leave my head and were staying for all night. I didn't see him again , it confused and rejoiced me in parallel. So first half of night was quick. I was drunk again and more , some guys , I mean not my friends , begin to pick up on me. I can't say no ! Why? Oh you just didn't see one of them , tall, handsome and it is really chance to forget someone else. We danced, we dirty danced , we drink , dirty drink . His friends understand everything  and leave us alone . Goodfriends. 

⁃ Huh you have a beautiful smile :),- he's staring right at me. Ugh      

 ⁃ Ahah thanks you too ,- We're laughing and smiling all time. He is such a club gentleman.

 ⁃Come on with me , I'll show you one special place. 

⁃ Hmm okey ,- I was completely drunk don't judge me! We speedily go through the crowd, breathe, alcohol smells, hot bodies. Even you homesick this atmosphere give you freedom anyway, only you have to do - it is finding right people. We start kissing next to every column , wall, furniture and other stuff I really didn't know that there were. He's tasting me while I'm him. He had like literally alcho minty and candy cocktail taste. Interesting. Further my memory can be not full , sorry. What I remember exactly: dimly room  , intimacy, he gives me free choice , sometimes I even subordinate , sometimes not . But it was cool. It means neither sad nor obligations. Pure joy and fluidity. Except one thing , he forgot the condoms. Fuck .Something actually should go wrong. 

⁃ Maybe we can just? ,- he what.. really hope i agree?

⁃ You, can just .... just ask somebody , your friends maybe? , - i. require. the. continue!

⁃ Okey girl , I'm fast as possible ,- he starts to wear his grey jeans back . i don't need to do this cause i'm in my favorite comfortable sparkle shorts. 

⁃ I hope not in every situation ,- kidding aha  

⁃ I got it !! And remember,- he said when opening and closing the door . This place is nothing special cause my friends and me truly know about every meter of "CRIME". We all , sometimes almost all, partied here every week so of cause we were in this room. Pleasantly that he chose this dark room with electro candles ... it's nice..

 POV Author 

The guy who was with Demi is such a typical guy who is interested in sex and nothing more. You know what I mean and maybe even imagine one of them in your life . So he chose the room randomly and now he only wanna  find condoms very fast. Fortunately, when he closed the door and did some steps to find friends one man was near.

  ⁃ Hey , man ! 

⁃... 

⁃ So listen bro, help me out , give me please some you know ... my girlfriend forgot this... 

⁃ oh of course ,- man put one hand to the pocket and gave from the other a punch. 

- now go ... I'll wait.