Ride or Die

Voto Latino

If something bad happens with you what do you suppose to do ? Right . Finding someone else to use like a wall. So Joe and Demi were right for each other that time and maybe friendship become to more private without his brothers and Demi's friends respectively. They perceive a tornado of emotions .... also because she is squeezed lemon literally and all what still are in her body instead fat and weight - emotional states. Which are growing to something uncontrollable and is account for relationships but not good relationships. Every moment Jonas goes out the house doorstep addictions come in . Welcome. It's not a habit it's simply sip of water. If you think about it , watch or you're bored - deal. Joe knows it and uses too . He feels her interest , their interest . For him it's kind of fun. But one day ... he found old photos and the thoughts about Demi's life overburden his mind . The photos were did by their friend and it was about two years ago. Demi smiled like a normal person , Joe was near and made a crazy face. Only what he notices now Demi is exhausted and her spirit evaporates from her body speedily. Unfortunately our man not found a more better decision than left her. Just run. To show her how are her life changed completely. He was about to 'if you don't know how rid her from ... you..'. Then you know. Also the usual fights due to Joe's late coming break up the couple quickly. Now she's single and confused.

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Voto Latino

Black chick with black hair and soul came here. Not confidence nor something else inside only depressed and emotional outside. Everybody used to think that it's her style : rockstar teenager with maybe not too difficult problems, typical periods and moods , smiling and LA child in general. Music. Career. What's wrong ? But not at all. Demi is included to people who hide and at the same time open up her deeper feelings. You know person in depression every minute and time requires an attention . Their scars, style, party moods it's kind of "Hey look at me I'm cool ( I'm bad ... help me )".  The signs is always be near them. They make its by themselves . They try to show you and try to put their lost mind in your hands subconsciously. Let's ask Demi.

POV Demi

Yes I'm here because I don't know... my managers and producers force me like always. I hadn't enough power to deny and maybe they were right. They just asserted I'm too many times was noticed in a bad companies or accidents by paparazzi. And supposed to close my line on a Disney channel .., off I'm done with it . I must to get a grip on myself and my style but how ? When I dropped the ball ..Recently I could wrote ten songs during night , with melodies and other stuff. Now I don't give a shit , I only feel hard drugs need. Like a thirst. It's not like an attractive one it's more than really bad one. Nothing makes me laughing... seriously I live by using. Every time when my mother or some of my friends turn away I do it. Puff. It goes to the point where once we went out with Maddie in amusement park . My littlie wanted to eat and while she's waiting her order I was puffing in a toilet. Yes. I'm an asshole.

Producers begin to panic when I'm hyper laughing in interviews but I still don't see it anyway. Such uncontrolled emotion just erupts from my body and finally left guilt. If you ever were under pressure you know how it feels. You core of safety and control become to be smaller and smaller ... thinner and thinner like your body. The one plus I have it's lost appetite. You just don't want it! It COOL.

Although other cases are remarkable by lack of feelings. That moments when I must to stand up for myself I take a nap . Do you know what I do next ? Puff. And when I want to cry ? Puff . Or what about while I eat ? Of course , I mean even instead.

I'm here. Damn territory damn everything. Momma drove me to this place and I'm good at playing so she can't notice that I have something prohibited. But I did. Any chance to go out I'll go. Any chance to use I'll use. My face express nothing but the lie . And my state is fuck you all. At the same time I enter the house I like it and wonder how rich and stylish person did it. Of course I must know where's bath. I found a very pretty girl and she shows me by hand gesture place I need. We are talking a little while one man comes in and some producers start talking what we should do , what good what bad, for what and other stuff I don't care . I miss all talks and massages because since minute he came I have been feeling fear and shock. Staring at him only one thought visit my head: "He will mine" .

Aftershock i breathe deeper and receive a paper with my line but all i do next was sneak a peek at him and estimate through the paper. I have a line like fighter , he is such a hilarious jerk. Interesting. His eyes and legs ... it's not bad ...

fuck!

Hi is staring at me. Yeah because I'm too. We just crossed our eyes all time. It's fucking crazy. Nerves force me enjoy the game and at the same time want to drink something to not even try this. How possible to feel this and those in parallel ? While I think about , and stop my eyes to wall ... beautiful ancient wall, I really don't have a clue why and when he comes.

"Hi"