▫️darkness ▫️ A UshiTen Fanfic

five

(this is actually getting views??? even if it's not a lot??)

it's been months since Wakatoshi and I have been married. he has decided to continue playing volleyball throughout college. I support him even though I can't see how good he is anymore.

I decided that the best thing for me was to take classes on learning braille. it was harder than I thought it would be.

Bingo was there to comfort me whenever I had flashbacks or reoccurring memories of what happened. he really keeps me going.

"Satori. I'm home." I heard Wakatoshi call. I stood up and felt for Bingo's harness so I could go to the front and hug Wakatoshi.

when I did, i fell into his arms and he had to hold me up.

"god it's so boring here without being able to see. i wish i could see you." i said.

"i know. but it'll get better eventually." he said. he walked with me to the kitchen where he prepared us dinner and we sat down to eat curry and rice.

afterwards Wakatoshi helped me shower and we laid down to watch a movie and cuddle.

"wakatoshi."

"hmm."

I thought about how I was going to word this.

"what would you have done if I lost my life that night instead of my eyes?"

he was silent. i reached up to his face and felt a wet streak on his right cheek. he was crying.

"I dont even want to think about that. i wouldn't be able to live without you."

my own eyes began to get watery. and then I wish I could've seen how he reacted to what I said next.

"I wish I would've died. then you shouldn't have to see me like this..." I trailed off.

then I felt a hard smack to my face. I didnt cry because of the way Wakatodhi hit me for what I said. I cried because of what he said.

"dont ever say that again. you know that this is the best outcome you could've had when that vehicle hit you. we both know that it's better for you to be this way than 6 feet under with some flowers on top. and you know that I wouldnt be able to go on without you." he wiped my tears away and kissed my swollen cheek.

I continued to cry until I fell asleep from exhaustion.

my shining hope. the one that brings light in the darkness. has only gotten brighter the last few months.

my shining hope.

the same one that suddenly stopped shining one day.

that made this darkness...

....even darker.

(ok I've got a few very unexpected plan for this story.)