The Hopeless Love Life Of A Loser

Unravel

Snores. Hibari perked his ear. More snoring. His eyes opened. Tsunayoshi-kun was asleep?

The small animal's body was weighing on him. Hibari stumbled back. The back of his leg hit the bed and they collapsed on it. Tsuna on top of Hibari, still embracing him.

'He was this tired? He really does care.' A promise is a promise, ne? 'Yes, thank you for keeping it, and always going out of your way, for someone like me.'

But Hibari also knew that Tsuna would never see him as a lover.

Hibari glanced at the window. Should he leave? He bit his lower lip, staring at the ceiling. He also wanted to stay. Tsuna's snoring was quiet and kind of cute. It was soothing. He sighed a smile and closed his eyes.

Hibari kept trying to sleep, but Tsuna would occasionally adjusted himself and subconsciously grind against him. Legs tangled and full body contact. How the hell was he supposed to sleep? 'I can feel his bulge against me. Discipline. Discipline. I will not have my way with this adorable creature.' Tsuna moved his face, so his lips were barely grazing his ear, and the warm breaths tickled his ear canal. 'DISCIPLINE. DISCIPLINE.'

Tsuna groaned uncomfortably. Hibari squeezed his eyes shut. 'Go down. Go down. Go down.' It was about to work until Tsuna's thigh rubbed against it. 'DISCIPLINE!'

Hibari's eyes shot wide. The little animal was kissing his neck? "Mhm, Nagi, wanna fool around a little?" A sleepy voice, unaware of who was under him.

'Nagi?'

Tsuna's hands snuck under Hibari's shirt. He shivered at the surprise contact. Tsunayoshi-kun's hand was naturally sky warm, it thawed his cloud cold body.

Her body was the skinny fragile nature he protected, a tinny waist, tender hips, her tummy was flat and smooth. Definitely Nagi. Boss naturally lifted his lips away from her pale neck. He held her cheek, rubbing his thumb under her eyepatch, he nuzzled her nose with the tip of his, before leaning down and kissing her passionately. Her lips were soft and she was kissing back. He broke it, a trail of saliva following him.

Hibari was panting with a heated blush, staring up at him with a new found realization. Tsunayoshi-kun wasn't a little animal, he was the predator, and Hibari was the little animal.

Boss took her heavy breaths of lust as a yes and tackled her lips again. He ripped open her blouse, a few buttons landed on the floor, and hid under the bed like dust bunnies. Her shy moan caused his arousal to grow.

Hibari's legs subconsciously locked around his body. Tsuna's pelvis rubbed sensually against him.

'Ara? Is that a bulge?' Tsuna tried to recall everything before passing out. 'That's right I was tired from looking for... Hibari!' His eyes shot open. Raven hair, closed eyes, and he was kissing back, his arms were around Tsuna's neck, running his hands through his hair, lost in the heat of longing.

Tsuna snapped back, staring down at Hibari with shock. "H-Hibari, what are we- What are we doing?!"

Hibari was caught off guard, from the break of the lips he always wanted to taste. He wasn't going to back down now. He drew a devilish smirk, his fingers crawled up to his loose tie, he clutched it, and brought Tsuna back down. A moan of pleasure from Hibari to entice him. "Use me."

Use me.

Use me, Tsuna-san

It's ok, you can use me, Tsuna-kun

Boss... use me.

"Nooo!" Tsuna forced himself off, breaking their affair. His eyes were orbs about to break. He walked backward, until he hit the door. "No." His body slid down, against the wall. "...No..." He rose his knees to his chest. "I can't. Not again." He hugged himself desperately. He dropped his head, ashamed and weak. "I don't want to ruin what we have, not anymore after what I already damaged..."

Hibari, surprised, rose his body up on the bed, his legs tucked to one side, one hand resting on the sheets. He used his other hand to keep his blouse shut over his bosom. "Tsunayoshi-kun?"

Tsuna lifted his head, trying to meet his gaze. "Sorry Hibari..." His eyes carried a liquid shine. "I promised to be strong for you, but I just can't, not anymore..." He took a deep sniffled breath. "After everything, it's just so hard."

Hibari gasped back.

Tsuna brought his hands to his face, rubbing away those stupid tears. "I'm so sorry."

Hibari, still on the bed because he was afraid, tried to reach out with his fingertips. "What's wrong?" He pulled back slightly, not knowing how to comfort his only friend.

"I-I was tempted. I didn't care. I didn't want to lose you, but when you said that..." He couldn't stop his suppressed emotions, after so long. His tears came pouring out.

Hibari was panicking a little. Tsunayoshi-kun had never cried in front of him. Never.

"I-I" He struggled to gasp for air, in between the tears. "I created the illusion that I was as broken as Chrome, so I could try and comfort her. She needed someone. She needed me." He rubbed his right eye hard, with his palm. "But I actually ended up just as broken and made things worse, because I was insensitive of both of our feelings." He took another strained breath. "A-And I've let Kyoko-chan manipulate me, b-because for some reason, some s-sick part of me still wants h-her attention." He was covering both his eyes, swaying back and forth, the back of his head hitting the door. "B-But Haru, I try to s-see her as more, but I c-can only see her as my f-friend. Even though I know she w-wants more, I only, I... I-I selfishly shouldered my problems on her, and she would always, willingly help. I felt so guilty, that I, that I... I seduced her because I knew that's what she wanted, but it was wrong, so wrong..."

Hibari could only stare at his confession.

"Hibari... Who am I?"