L?O?V?E?

Guilty

After a few days I decided to visit Severus again. I seek for him everywhere, but I couldn't find him? I decided to seek for him again in the evening. After dinner I go to his chamber. I knock on the door "Severus it's me." I said. I hear someone moving but he didn't respond. "Severus?" I open the door with alohomora. I see him looking at me. "why didn't you opened the door?" I asked while walking through him. He tries not to make eye contact."Severus why don't you look at me?" I ask. He walks awai from me. "SEVERUS!!" I said while I grap him with his shoulder. "Luna we can't do this anymore. This is rong, I'm so much older than you and I'm not enough for you." he said while he turns around. "Severus I love you! You are enough for me! I'm in love whit you from 3rd year!!" I said while tears were falling from my face. "sorry luna but My decision has been made." he walks awai and let me alone in his room. I burst out in tears.

Snape troughts

I love her but I'm not good for her. She will find a guy who's better than me. She will me so much happier. I don't want her to become like me. She can't make the same rong decisions as me.

End Snape troughts

When I enter the common room I rush to my room. Ginny runs after me. I jump in my bed and break down. She sits next me and gives me a big hug. "what's happening?" she asks when I didn't cry that much. "Severus...... Breaks.... Up with me...." I said. She looked shocked at me and hold me tighter against her. After a few minutes hermione rushs in the room. "Harry told me you cried" she said. She walks to my bed and sits next me. Ginny tells the story about Severus. Hermione looks shocked. Hermione gives me a big hug. "Go showering gurl and pick yourself up." I do what she said. After the shower we go to the boys and play a little game. They recognize that I have cried but they don't say anything about it. After we play a few games I said "thank you guys but I'm going to sleep." I walk upstairs. Immediately after I close the door I start crying. I hold my bracelet in my hands. After 2hours ginny and hermione walk in. I'm still awake and cry in silence. They give each other a kiss and go to sleep. It's 4a.m. And finally I fall asleep. It's the next day and I wake up from hermione who's turning the shower on. After a few seconds I remember what yesterday happened. I feel sick but I know it's from the pain I feel. Why should he do something like this to me? We go to breakfast. Some people looked shocked at me becouse my face is red from the tears but I didn't care. I see Severus on the teachers tafel. He looks at me and I see him fighting to against the tears. We don't have potions today and I don't know if I'm happy or sad about it? After breakfast We go to magic creatures. Normally I would love to work whit unicorns but they can't heal a broken heart. Hermione and ginny are trying to have a normal conversation whit me and I know they are trying their best but it doesn't make sense. The less is done and we have defense against the dark arts. We step into the classroom. Lupin isn't there. I start to paint in my book, slowly the painting is forming in Severus his face. I'm tearing the page out of my book. On that moment Snape is opening the door and walking in the Classroom.

Luna's troughts

Sh*t what the hell is he doing here!! It's like the devil is playing whit my feelings. I can't cry!! I don't want to make eye contact.

End luna's teoughts

He walks to the front of the classroom "lupin is sick today, so I'm going to give you defense against the dark arts." he said whit a slow voice Without emotion. We start the lesson but I can't focus. Finally the class is over and we can leave. I give him one look and walk awai. I feel his eyes following me. I rush to the bathroom and start to cry again. I skip all of the classes for the rest of the day and go to Madame Pomfrey. She gives me free for the day and I go to the commonroom. I fall asleep and wake up the next day. I feel pain but I'm to tired to let see my feelings. The days are going by and I feel like I can't smile or feel emotions. Of course Fred and George are trying to hype me up but it doesn't work.

It's weekend. Harry, ginny and hermione are going to the secret quiddich match so I'm alone in our room. I decide to go walking trough the school Garden. It's a long walk and I'm singing the song that Snape was singing when I showerd. I see someone walking in front of me and walking to me. I don't want to see anyone and try to hide me. Accidentally i step in tho roses. I don't know what's happening but they grap me and push their Thorns in my body. I feel limp and almost faint. The guy in front me runs to me and graps me just before i would Fall to the ground. He graps his wand and I feel him releasing the thorns from my body. He holds me in his arms and carries me to the castle.

I cannot move and my vision is blurred, but I know who's carrying, it's Severus!! He lays me on his sofa and I feel him taking of my with Blood soaked clothes. I hear him making a potion but I'm to tired to say something. He's talking to his self. Then he walks to me and Smear me with his potion. emediatly I feel the pain goes away, my eyes start to focus again and I feel strong enough to move. I look him in the eyes. He look at me and I see a weak smile on his face. After a long silence I sit up. He looks worried and he's about to say something. I put my finger to his lips. He looks at me and I see a little twinkle in his eyes. "I have to shower." I said while looking at my body. There's blood all over my body. "I think it's better if you shower here?" he said. I stand up Unsteady on my legs and fall down, faster than fast Severus stands up and graps me. I look at his deep dark eyes. He puts me back down. "I make the bath ready and then you don't have to stand." he said while walking trough his bathroom. I hear the water. After a few seconds Severus walks out of the bathroom. "you only has eat once this week." he said while walking trough his kitchen. "how do you know?" I said. "because I'm worried about you..... And....... And....... I love you!" he said. "why did you break up with me?" I asked straight awai. "because I have made big mistakes in my life and I don't want you to be in danger for My disicions." He says sternly. "but Severus.... I choose to be with you and I will always be on your side." I said. He walks to me with a Plate of spaghetti. I start to eat while he covers his face with the Newspaper. I eat my food. After 10 minutes he stands up and lifted me up. I carries me to his bath and Undress me. Than he walks out of the bathroom. I take a quick bath. I put on my clothes that Severus gives me: a oversized sweater from him because my clothes are Blood soaked. He hears me and rushed the bathroom in. I try to walk but I lose my Balance and need to hold me on him. He laughs a bit. He carries me to his bed. "I think it's better if you sleep here." he said while he raised his eyebrow. I look at him defiantly.

"Severus? Why did you where in the garden?" I asked straight awai. "because... Because I was following you trough the week. I'm worried about you." he said. "Severus I don't care about anything if I can't be with you. I don't care about your past, I know that your a amazing person now!" I said while Grabbing his chin and let him look at me. "Luna, you don't understand my past is dark.... My past is.... Is.... Being a death eater!" he said. "Severus, I know..... I know it all the time." I saw the dark mark. But I don't care! You aren't one of them anymore...... You are mine Severus. " I said. He looks at me, I feel his pain and the tears who are forming.

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