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Occlumency

"We need to be able to communicate more easily with each other. "We need to be able to communicate more easily with each other. Because if your standing here every day for hours it's obviously not for getting tutoring. " he said while walking through his room. "can't we do something mind reading? Harry told me you can do that." I said when I see snape's face. "yes--yes - - but please don't shock if you see my memories..... I don't has a good Youth." he said whit a soft voice. "Severus, what do you think I'm going to do?? I said this thousand times I love you" I said while walking to him. He looks a bit more Self-confident. "let's start!" I said. Severus tells me about occlumency. First I have to proof that I can hold his mind out of mine. We try a few times and I'm quite good at this. Now it's my turn to enter his mind. He's nervous. I try to enter his mind and is ee some colors but not real visions. I land back on the real world. He asks what I has seen. I told him that I've seen some colors but no visions he looks Relieved. We decide it's enough for today. I go back to the Griffendor commonroom and see ginny and hermione kissing. I smile, I'm happy to see my friends being happy whit each other.

They see me and it's a bit awkward.... But after a bit of time we just talk together. We go to sleep and I make my mind empty like Severus said. The next day we have potions. I see Snape but he don't smile. We make our potions and I'm focusing on my potion. The class is almost over when I see Snape looking at me. He gives me a little smile and I wink at him. Suddenly I hear his voice in my head "we can try again after dinner today?" I look shocked but after I realize what happens I laugh at him.

We're sitting on the Griffendor table. Draco sit's whit us and we're playing some games whit butterbeer. "are you coming?" I heard Snape saying in my head. I try to give answer bit I don't think it worked. I say goodbye to everyone and give my girls a wink to say that I was going to Snape. I rush to the hall, but then I realize that I don't know where he is? I try to connect whit him, but I don't get answer so I have Guess where he is. I think in his Office. He isn't there?? I walk to his room and there he is. "Why did it take so long?" he asks. "you didn't say where you were, I tried to connect whit you but I don't think you heard me?" I said. "I heard a small voice but I didn't think it was you." he said.

Se were trying again and again and again. I can keep Severus out of my mind and he can hear me a bit more stronger but I still have to hold my wand and look him right in the eye. I can see his memories and I'm shocked and discusted about his parents and the maurouders! Now I know why he hate harry! But still it's not good from Severus to hate Harry for his father,but it's getting better Severus is getting kinder to everyone since we're together. It's enough for today and I can go to sleep. I give him one last kiss and go to sleep.

It's weekend!! We walk to the forest with the group. It's fun. Draco and Harry are holding hands and when we waked up Draco was coming from Harry's room.......   . Ginny Is sitting on hermione's back and she gives some small kisses in hermione's neck. In the afternoon we go back to the castle and eat something. I go showering and than I hear his voice "are you coming?" he asks. I trie to answer "I'm showering Severus I come in 20 minutes." I don't know if he had heard me? "can you repeat pls?" I hear him saying. I'm putting my clothes on when I say "I just showerd I'm coming in 20minutes." then I feel dizy and fainted. I wake up 2hours later with Madame poppy. I look around me and I have terrible Headache. After 30minutes I can go. I walk to snape's room. He rushs to the door and gives me a big kiss and hug." I was so worried about you! " he said while closing the door. "Severus what happened to me?" I asked. He looks at me "occlumency is something very strong and the people who are so good at it (like the dark lord) can enter your mind without that you know. Dumbledore is so good in occlumency and is entering al of the students minds to control them. You know he knows everything about everyone without that you spoken to them?" Severus said. I look confused at him, Is Dumbledore entering our memories whitout that we know? Severus goes on" after I learned you to protect you from it he isn't able to control your mind anymore. He was trying to enter your mind so badly that it was to much for you and that's why you fainted. But please don't tell anyone Harry, you and me are the only one knowing from this. But Harry has told it to Ron (obviously) and whe had to obliviate them. " I look confused at him" so Dumbledore knows everything from us? " I asked." no I put a lock on your memories so he can't enter it. " Snape said.

I feel dizy again. And faint, Snape Catches me. This time it don't take so long. I wake up after 2 minutes." Severus? " I said while looking in his black eyes." we have to stop this!" he said while lying me on his bed." I have to give you extra lessons now! Because when he's trying to much Your brain is not going to be able to handle it anymore and then you could go into a coma. " He said. I look shocked at him. We practice the hole evening. Snape is good at occlumency and can do the same thing as Dumbledore but then he don' 't push that much as Dumbledore that' s why I don't faint when he does it. When it's 3hours in the night I'm so tired that I fall asleep while we're trying. I wake up in Severus bed next to him. I'm so tired! Probably it's because of what happens yesterday. I recognize that's Severus is awake to. "are you feeling Okey?" he said. "yes, but I'm so tired!" I said. "DUMBLEDORE!! He knows what it can do why does he keeps pushing!!" Snape said angry. I look confused and ask "did he tried the hole night to enter my mind?" Snape looks at me "yes, and this has to stop Now!" I Change me, but I'm sooo tired!! I feel like I can sleep for years. I go to Severus. "Severus, I'm feeling so tired I feel like I can fall asleep any second." Severus looks worried at me "Luna.. You have to-oo ....." I drop at the ground, I fall in a deeeep black hole. I hear Dumbledore saying something, but I don't understand. 

Snape pov

I see her falling to the ground I run to her, I can Catch her but when I Put her on the bed I see that she broke her Foot. I'm heal her foot with one little spell. But what has happened whit her is thousand times worse. She can be dead!! I listen to her heartbeat it's weak but I hear it. I try to think about a Solution but my brain isn't working!! There is one thing I can think about..... Enter Dumbledore's mind and stop him!! I can be deleted from school but I don't care. I sit next to Luna and I try to enter his mind. I feel he's still trying to enter luna's. God does that man never stops?? I enter his mind and try to make him faint. It's difficult because Dumbledore is very good at this. Then I feel him entering my mind. I'm so furious that it's peanuts to get him out of my mind. We are in connection and I feel that's he's getting dizy. I try to get deeper and deeper in his mind. And after a few minutes I'm back in my room whit my troughs. That means it has worked!! He has fainted.

Now I can try to save luna. I have to go in her troughs and have connection whit her. I take her in my arms. She's still beautiful! I go in her mind and see all of the dark memories she has. I try to slot her memories for others. Finally it works. If I'm not wrong she Is now out of Life-threatening. I go back to my one mind. I feel happy but now I'm also tired because it's very difficult. I hold her tight in my arms and think about her dark troughs. She's a Natural talent that I didn't see those memories before! She's not waking up and I decide to go sleeping. The next day she's still not awake. I try to enter Dumbledore's mind. He's back awake but he isn't trying to enter her mind (probably because he thinks it's bad for his mind because he fainted).

I'm making a occlumency 2 because this is getting pretty big ;))