I don't have enough power to eat, talk, walk,..... In fact I don't live anymore, my brain is dead. Normally Severus would be Buried yesterday but I Begged mcgonecall to wait. Sometimes I go to his room and sit on his bed. I cry in his pullow and I smell him. I wrap myself in his Blanket, it feels like he's hugging me one last time.
It's my graduation but there is nothing fun. I hoped to party with Severus..... I just want to hear his voice for one last time. I wanne say to him how much I love him. Why couldn't I die?! I don't want to go. The party is started 3hours ago. Suddenly Draco and Harry comes in. "aren't you coming?" they ask. I start to tear up. "come for us please just 5minutes." I walk after them.
Everyone is quite when I walk in. Mcgonagall comes to me "oh my dear child." I'm getting my degree. Everyone is happy and I feel like I'm alone again.
I say that I go to the toilet but I go to the tree where Severus and I always sat and talk. I hold my necklace I got from him. The water is so relaxing. I lay in the cold grass. I'm thinking of Severus.
When we :
First meet, he gives me detention, he takes my hand, he makes Annotations in my book, when we first kissed, I feel his soft lips, when I wasn't virgin anymore, I fall asleep on his chest, when he Looks at me when I was studying, when he make a place for me to study, when we were looking at a film together, when he falled asleep, his first massage,
I know that while I'm thinking of all those memories, I'm slowly leaving my body. I hold my necklace tight in my hands. "I'm going back to Severus." that where my last words.
I slowly feel cold, cold as the grass. I feel peaceful. Now we can be Buried together.
McGonagall pov
I recognize that luna didn't come back from the toilet. I'm worried and look in the hospital. She isn't there. In Severus his chamber? No? Where did she always go? In the commonroom. No? Maybe she needed fresh air. I walk outside. Through the garden, Around the water. 20 Metres Further I see someone laying in the grass. I run to her. I sit by her and feel if she has a heartbeat. She feels so gold. He hands are wrapped around a necklace.
I know she's dead but it's not a painful dead, it was peaceful and she's now whit Severus. I go get her friends. They are in tears. I tell about her and that it wasn't painful.
That evening we Dig one big hole under the tree. We Lay 2 Coffins in it. One with Snape and one with luna.
It's not the usual graduation but I think it's better to do it now. We can't ignore that she died.
Everyone is in tears but it aren't sad tears. It's Of course sad that she passed awai but we all know she wasn't happy anymore.
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