Poems for those uninspired or in need of some angst or comfort

🌊Tsunamis 🌊

One minute I'm fine, another I'm about to cry,
The time passes slowly, when your emotions flow uncontrollably,
It started out with one video, and now I need to get a grip,
The feelings from within won't stop turning, and I'm afraid I'll start storming,
The waves are roaring far louder than the scream sounds,
The tears won't stop flowing, and I'm afraid they never will,
When will this end, this emotional conflict,
I'm afraid I'll be trapped forever,
My soul locked up from all the others,
I was fine a minute ago, but then something flicked,
The pain within came bubbling up, breaking the surface they were kept within,
How do I fix this mess, which I created,
The emotions are far too unstable, for one to keep hidden,
The tsunamis keep raging, far too loud for anyone to listen,
I look around me, but all I see is the water,
Overflowing my body, drowning me within,
I can't find the air, I'm trapped underwater,
Will I ever find a way out, or am I trapped for life,
I try to reach my lungs, but they won't listen anymore,
My air is running out, and I'm starting to black out,
Is anyone out there, I need someone to help,
The pain is too much, for one person alone,
The burden holds down like glass strands,
About to crack at any sealing moment,
I can't find a way out, and no ones here to help,
What am I supposed to do, in this seaming moment,
I can't close my eyes, unless I'm prepared to die,
My ears won't find the time, to listen to the sound,
Of the air bubbles flowing, higher and higher up above,
Until no more bubbles, are there to give up,
And so I'll sit here, laying on my bed,
Going through tsunamis within my head,
No ones here to listen, so I guess I'll just keep it hidden,
It's no one else's job to worry, for the life of a soul not living.