the more and more i think about it, the more and more i have no idea what i want to do with my life. it doesn't help that i'm so close to graduation that if i don't decide now, i'll either waste time or money, both valuable. i don't know how to fix it. i always know how to fix it. i don't understand how i used to have so many interests and now i don't feel like i have any except the people who are around me. those people are the reason i'm still here. life is really stressful when you don't have a starting place
