Insane Jisung FF

7

"That was...terrible."

"Jaemin is a nice guy, don't you think?" Hyuna commented. Well of course she won't cringe at that sight, she's in love. "He is," I timidly agreed with her while picking up some clothes. It was an oversized shirt, and it's definitely my type of clothing. "They've been dating for a year now," Hyuna commented. "You and Renjun are gonna get there soon, I'm sure of that."

"I hope so."

Just as I was fidgeting through the next rack, a hand bumped into mine. It looked like we had the same style in clothes. "Oh, I'm sorry...are you taking--"

"Kang Taehyun?"

Oh great, now my ex showed up out of nowhere. "Moon Haeji?" It's been so long since I last saw him. We broke up after 10 months of being together, then he just disappeared. He transferred schools. "Taehyun-ah," Hyuna greeted him. They were classmates, Yeona and Hyuna introduced me to him. He's a nice guy, he's been a nice boyfriend, but we broke up because we no longer made each other happy. "It's been so long," I said trying to not sound interested. Though I really am. It's not that I have feelings for him or something, I just want to be friends with him. "You became more beautiful."

"Thanks," I responded timidly.

"Where's Yeona? How come it's just the two of you?"

"Yeona's with Jaemin, they're having a date. It's their first anniversary." I explained to him. He didn't look surprised. Everyone close to them knows how much Jaemin and Yeona like each other. "What about you? How are you?"

"I'm fine, Taehyun."

"You look like you do."

I nodded, snatching the shirt from his hand. I had it first, so I'm going to pay for it. "If you don't have anything more to say, we'll get going. I and Hyuna have a lot more important things to do." He smiled, "okay...it was nice meeting you again."

We departed the area. Hyuna laughed at me for being so bitchy towards Taehyun. Although we ended well, only God knows how much I cried after that. Taehyun became a big part of my life. We became best friends after getting introduced on 9th grade. We began our relationship in 11th grade and broke up and 12th grade. I became attached to him, thinking he was the right one for me. I tried to make him happy, but he didn't seem to be so. He was unhappy. "You did great holding in earlier," Hyuna patted my back. That helped me a  lot. 

Wait a minute...

"What do you mean, holding in? I wasn't. He's nothing to me, we've been over since months ago." Taehyun and I parted ways. What's left of us is the memories from before we became a couple. "That's not what it seems," someone whispered. I turned around to see Jisung, smiling at me. "If you came here to tease, get the hell out. I'm not in the mood."

"Why? I wanna play with you."

"Are you a baby? You're 5'11, stop acting like one."

He pouted. I didn't know that this introverted Jisung could be so annoying. I wonder how Chenle feels every time they meet up. "I want to be your baby," I was about to walk out when he said that. I stopped in my tracks. My knees felt weak, my cheeks started to feel warmer, and my heart skipped a beat. It was as if time stopped and I'm in this parallel universe where my crush is the one who likes me. "What did you just say?" I turned around to see him staring at me so seriously. "I wanna be your baby," he took huge strides towards me. A few seconds later, he was inches away from me. He was looking down on me, I've never felt this small in my life. Well, except when Johnny stood beside me for a Christmas picture. This time, it wasn't just my height, my ego felt small too. "Eomma," he did an aegyo. "Please buy me meat." With his deep husky voice, he still managed to look cute. I know he doesn't like doing aegyo, but he did it twice this time around. "Stop that," I was still looking at him with my poker face on. 

"I won't," he still said it with aegyo.

I raised my shoulder bag, ready to hit him right in the face. We're not at school today, and his dad nor his brother is not around. I can hit him all day if I want to. He flinched a little, "are you going to hit Jisung?"

"I am," my black shoulder bag landed on his face. He was surprised. He began laughing sarcastically, "why did you do that?"

"Didn't I warn you enough?"

"Why do you hate me so much?" He asked. I sighed, looking at him straight in the eye. "I don't hate you, I just don't seem to like you anymore." I departed the scene. Walking out from Taehyun, walking out from Jisung, walking out from everything that doesn't feel right. Jisung is a kind guy, but he's reckless and he knows where to poke just to annoy you. I lied earlier. I still like him so much, but it only seems like he likes me as a friend. A friend to laugh around, a friend to goof around with, a friend to annoy. Taehyun, I cut him out of my life after what happened. I don't need a guy who's not happy with me, I need a guy who can smile with me. A guy who can make me smile despite the hardships I've gone through, a guy who can smile despite his girlfriend gets hated by many, a guy whom you can share your day with and he won't get bored or tired listening to you. Taehyun is not that kind of guy. He left me because he was unhappy. He ate with me not because he wanted to make me smile, but because he thought he had to. A relationship is not a responsibility, it's a commitment. Even if you can't do the normal things that other couples do, nor can't you do your job as a boyfriend or girlfriend, as long as the feelings are there, it's enough to call it a relationship in my opinion. He saw our relationship differently, that's why he left me. 

Haeji...

Moon Haeji...

Why are you being like this?

Why do you feel so helpless?

Why do you feel so alone?

What's weighing you down?

Are these lies...the ones that make you want to disconnect from the world?

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Hola! Soy imJOHrista! Como estas tu?

*TXT has joined the conversation

Ayo TXT in the house! I decided to add TXT's Taehyun here as Haeji's worst heartbreak. I thought about adding a dream member as Haeji's ex but I don't want my baby dreamies fighting each other. Though I also don't intend to make NCT Dream and TXT fight cuz they're both best bOis. I just thought why not add another group to the scene? Another 02 liner from TXT?

Tell me, are you also a fan of TXT? Who's your bias?

BTW...

Hey guys! Stream 90's love or I'll break your knuckles for not streaming. Just kidding! I love ya'll. Bye!

Peace out!