Poem 36: Broken Record

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This poem is dedicated for no one, 
Because I feel a bit emotionless and can barely let these tears float 
Life's no fun, I am finally just about done I'm might actually pull the trigger 
The ringer has got me thinking crazier 
Myhead's so empty it's to the point that it's the opposate and I can't stop thinking this way 
Is this the way life was built to be? 
Is it just me? 
Should I even keep living, should I just tie a rope and end these thoughts 
Death is no longer the worst that can happen to me 
That's the way it feels when the love of your life might leave 
When every moment you spen trying to convince them to stay and not leave 
It's crazy the way things seem 
And I've lately, I've been feeling like a broken record 

I must be a broken record 
Caught in replay and that's all I can do 
My life is in repetition as if the dictionary definition is repitition MrDice 
My voice is the chorus of a song that's in loop 
I feel as if each day is a duplicate of the previous day 
I am the alliteration in most poems 
Every noise sound like a echo from past noises 
But most of all the recurrance of my life makes me feel like a broken record 

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