I can't believe it he is gone for ever. At least I could text him right. I just start crying thinking of him.
Alejandro: I don't want you text him or anything anymore
Alyssa: I hate you so much I hate you Alex I fucking hate you
Alejandro: no you don't I'm only protecting you
Alyssa: no your just being a selfish pussy
He looked at me before coming up to me.
Alejandro: I'm only helping you
I saw that the others were still there. Kairi was the other closest I was than mattia. Alex left and kairi came and cuddled up to me. I just start crying. I couldn't hold it in anymore. Why just why. Kairi pulls his phone out and goes to Instagram. I saw mattia posted a picture.
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Mattia.polibio: I love you mamas and I'm gonna miss you so much🥺 stay strong for me ok🥺
I remember that picture that was when the boys had a sleepover. I just cry into kairis chest. The doctor comes in.
Doctor: your free to go home
He leaves. We get my stuff. Alejandro comes in with my stuff. I didn't even look at him. How could he just take away the love of my life. We get inside the car. Alejandro was talking to me but I wasn't paying attention. We get to the house and I go straight to my room. I jump on my bed and just cry. I end up crying myself to sleep.
The next morning.........
I wake up to the sun beaming on my face. I groan. I hear someone burst through my room. It was Taylor.
Taylor: Alejandro called me
Alyssa: I hate him I fucking hate him
I start crying. She pulls me into a hug. I just cry. She strokes my hair. I pull away.
Alyssa: I-I can't live anymore
Taylor: don't say that
I give her a soft smile. She lays down on the bed with me. We put on Netflix. As we were watching Alejandro came in with food.
Alejandro: here you need to eat
Alyssa: not hungry
Alejandro: you haven't ate
Alyssa: like I said I'm not hungry
He leaves the room. After 30 minutes Taylor had to leave. She left so it was just me. I go to my bathroom and just pull out the razors. I grab my arm and start to cut. The blood dripping off my arm. I clean it up and then go to sleep. I hate my life so much.
