Mistreated

~Dreams,thoughts, daydreams,and fantasies ruined ~

Chapter 23

Jasmine POV

Walking in me and Ivan take our seats and from the corner of my eye I see Zayn and the blonde bimbo sit down behind us.The awards start with Daniel Creg as the host(made up bcuz I love him).

After a few minutes I feel hot breath against my ear and it relaxes me.

"Can I please make Zayn jealous Jaz"I giggle and look at him he is so close and of course he does the puppy eyes but little did he know I was gonna say yes anyways.

"Sure"His smile widens.

"He's gonna be having fire coming out of his ears"I giggle again.

"Everytime I whisper in your ear gasp or laugh okay"

"Your so bad Ivan"

"Got it"

"Yes sir"

"Good"

Lana Del ray begins to sing and I love her voice.

"Hi" I giggle and giggle again and again knowing I'm suppose to be faking it makes me giggle more and Ivan begins to giggle also.

"I love that sound" He says a little too loud.I can't help but blush.

"Thank you"

"Anytime" He says with a wink and I smack his chest lightly.

"Your such a flirt"

"Only to you"

"How many times have you used that"He puts on a thinking face.

" um zero you know I haven't dated anyone Jasmine "He says looking at his hands.I cup his face.

"I know but hey don't be shy its cute"He smiles and nuzzles his nose against mine and I freeze it feels so sweet and I like it.

" Ivan w-were in public "He pulls away.

" I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable "

"No no its OK"

"Can I hold your  hand" As I was about to answer him I feel a kick on my chair and turn to see Zayn looking at the stage with a tight jaw it looks like he's breaking his teeth.I turn around rolling my eyes.

"Yes" He grabs my hand.

"Excuse me" Me and Ivan turn to see Selena Gomez. Wow she is beautiful.

"Yes" I say unsure why she is talking to me.

"I just wanted to say you guy's are so freaking cute"I was gonna deny dating Ivan but I'm interrupted.

" Thank you I love my little princess "I smile and look at him.

" hey I want to be a queen"

"Nope not yet"

"When can I"

"When you marry me" his words felt so real and passionate it took me by surprise.

"Marry you"His face turned serious and sincere.

"Yes"The next thing I knew I was being yanked away from him and dragged away from Ivan.

"Paul make sure he doesn't interrupt me"

"Alright Zayn"He drags me farther getting weird glances and confused faces.Once we reach backstage and go into a random dressing room.Zayn locks the door.

"Let me out you shithead" I feel slight pain on my back do to being pushed into the wall.

"Your dating him Jasmine you're really dating him"

"Didn't I say I would"

"I DIDNT THINK YOU MEANT IT!!"

"Aren't you dating that blonde bimbo so why do you care"

"Its not real god dammit!!!!"

"What"

"Management set it up I would never choose her over you"

"Well I slept with Ivan" I say to see his reaction and to see if he was lying and will "oh I'm just kidding" but when i see his reaction I instantly regret it.

His face drops then turns to angry one then to a sad one as if he will cry any minute.

"You gave him your virginity"He says in so much pain.I don't reply and then a tear drops from Zayns eyes.OMG he is crying.

"Zayn-"

"You gave it to him Jasmine I waited till you were ready for three,four years and never pressured you into it and then some fucking rich prick comes along and you give it to him like its nothing" he says while tears continuously fall from his eyes.

"I grew up with him"

"IT DOESNT MATTER!!!!! Jasmine I've loved you for many years,I told you to stay away but you chose to stay I told you I didn't know how to love,I told you ,you were my first love,Jasmine I've done everything I could, yes I fucked up,and I was harsh but do i really deserve this,I've always dreamed of being your first,the first to make love to you, the first to make you feel good and now my dreams are ruined taken away from me the exact minute he broke your innocence UGH!!" He turns around and starts punching the wall.I try and stop him.

"Zayn please" He turns around and begins to cry hard almost as if sobbing.

"Why,why him Jasmine why couldn't you have chose me why Jasmine I never pressured you I never forced you I waited patiently yes I slept with that fucking bimbo but I was drunk but still I waited and waited and when you asked me if its hard for me I lied and said no because I wanted to make love to you but when you were ready and for you to wake up happy and not regret it ,to show you how I really feel and now,now ITS FUCKING RUINED ALL MY DREAMS AND THOUGHTS DAYDREAMS AND FANTASIES WENT DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN"He is in so much pain I just want to end it.

" Zayn-