Mistreated

~Regret~

                                                              ~CHAPTER 3~

( FIRST ZAYN POV!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

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~ZAYN POV~

I wake up to the blinding sunlight.To lazy to get up and close the curtains.I sit as the events from last night replay in my head.Scared i run to the guest room i close my eyes praying Jasmine will still be here.I open the door slowly and see my poor little baby curled up in a little ball with no blanket on her.Probably in to much pain to move.I walk to her and see the scared look on her face.Even when she sleeped she showed pain.I could see all the pain i caused to the girl  i love.The girl i call mine.

She had dryed blood under her lip,she had bruises on her cheek,legs,and arms.Her long gorgeous legs covered in bruises by the man that claimed to love her.Her hair was a mess,but she still managed to look as beautiful as ever.I wanted to grab her and hold her.Tell her how sorry i was but i knew i would make the same mistake.I couldnt stop hitting her no matter how much i tryed.

Every tear,scream,and pain i caused i wish i could take it back.She does everything for my benefit.She didnt care about herself only me and made me feel even more worse because she is  so kind and sweet while im just a monster.I remember the first time i saw Jasmine like it was just yesterday.

~FLASHBACK~

[4 years ago]

{junior  year}

i couldnt wait to pick on all the new freshmens.I mean come on!

Speaking of picking on.I just saw the perfect freshmen he had big glasses,was super short,and i could tell he would have a squicky voice.As i was walking to catch up with this loser i heard giggling.I turned to find the the source it was coming from and when i found it i couldnt look away.This girl was probably the most beautiful girl ive ever seen.She was about 5'6,had long brown hair that reached her waist,and dont get me started on her curves.Oh and i cant forget about her beautiful choclate brown eyes that captivated me.Basically she was breathtaking no gorgeous.Gosh theirs not enough words to describe this girl.I was so into my thoughts i didnt realize her and all her friends were staring right back at me.Good job loser now she thinks your crazy.Some boys whispered to the girls and they instantly looked away.They probably told them im one of the bad boys of the school great.I mean i was but she didnt need to know that.

I realized she didnt look away even after those stupid boys whispered to her.Why didnt she look away.Everyone looks away when they know who i am.What she did next suprised me the most and caused shivers to run down my spine.She smiled at me.It was directed to me freaking me ughhh shes trying to kill me.Well to regain my pride or whatever i winked at her .Her eyes widened.Gosh was it cute.I walked away not even caring about that stupid freshmen.Boy was he lucky.That girl is gonna be mine i dont know when but one day shell be mine and only mine.

~ END OF FLASHBACK~

I smiled to myself knowing in the end she was mine but that smile was instantly ripped off of my face as i realize what i do to the girl i thought so highly of.The girl that inspired me to do what I love most.the girl who told me it was okay to be myself.the girl who made me tryout for the x-factor.Imagine if i didnt  meet this girl.What would i be doing with my life right now?

Why do i do this to her?Why cant i stop?Ughhh im so scared she will leave me and i wont get a chance to get her back.As i was still distracted by the angel in front of me.I got a call.I quickly ran out the room hoping not to wake her up.I didnt even check the ID.I quicly slide the accept button.

"hello"

"hi honey"an overly cheerful voice rung in my ear.I instantly knew who it was.

"Hey mum"

"son were coming over"

"we whos we"

"ummm me and your sisters who else"

"ummm okay"

"k  see u soon"

"Wait mom when are you coming"

"ill be their in an hour"

"k bye lov ya"i instantly hung up not waiting for a replay i had to wake Jasmine up and tell her to fix her self up.I sprinted back into the room.

"Jasmine,Jasmine"i shake her as gentle as possible.She starts to stir.So i back up since i know she will be scared after the events from last night.

"y-y-yes"she stutters.Eyes pink.Voice extra hoarse do to all the screaming.I didnt realize till now the tear stains on her face.Gosh my baby probably cryed herself to sleep.

"my mother is coming,could you t-take a shower and get dressed and you know p-put make up on your face"I said looking at my feet do to guilt.She hated wearing makeup but of course i make wear it so no one can see my markings on her.

"i-is S-saffa coming to"she asks excitment forming in her voice

"yes now please get up"she starts to get up.I can see how much pain she is in just by her eyes.Shes struggling just to stand up because of you fucking zayn gosh.

"well im gonna get dressed meet me in kitchen when your done k"i say 

"o-ok" i walked out closing the door leaning agaisnt it as a single tear fell down my cheek

"im s-sorry Jasmine" i say to myself.

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~FOREVER JASMAYN~