Mistreated

~proved wrong ~

~Chapter 15~

Jasmine POV

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Its been maybe 1 week and half since I've been back and the first week Zayn was very gentle and caring so I couldnt help myself but now he has been acting weird and a little mean so I stir clear of him every chance I get.

"Jasmine you fucking idiot"

"Y-yes"

"Why the fuck aren't you dressed"

" Dressed for what"

"Ugh you fucking idiot for the dinner"

"Zayn I don't feel well I told you im not going"

"Oh you told me huh"He said inching closer to me.I couldn't help but tremble and step back.Oh please don't ruin this you were doing so good.He raised his hand and I flinched away closing my eyes and doing my best to block whatever he would throw at me but it never came.

I opened my eyes to see a teary eyed Zayn.

"I'm a monster"Yes you are.

"No you are not"I lied to make sure he wouldn't get mad.

"DONT LIE TO ME!!!"oh gosh he gets mad anyway so I decided to just stay silent but I guess he didn't like that either since I felt a harsh slap on my right cheek.

"NO IM NOT A MONSTER ITS YOU, YOU GET ME MAD ON PURPOSE"WTF how idiotic can he be. Yes I get you mad by never talking back, loving you , and do everything you say yea I would hit anybody who loved and took care of me.That's it!!!

"I HATE YOU ,MOVING BACK IN WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IVE EVER MADE NO NO NOT LISTENING TO ANY OF THE WARNINGS IN HIGH SCHOOL WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE,I COULD BE MARRIED BY NOW WITH KIDS WITH A MAN WHO REALLY LOVES ME AND WOULDN'T HIT ME BECAUSE HE WAS BORED OR ANGRY BECAUSE OF HIS JOB SOMEONE LIKE LIKE LIKE IVAN"That's it Ivan he always was there for me and always would be.He told me he loved me more than a friend in high school but I rejected him for Zayn because I was dumb.Zayn stood still thinking.

"Oh really Ivan would never want you look at you your ugly,fat, and a slut once he finds out the real you.  he will never think of you the same"

"Your right Zayn once he finds out the things you've done to me he will pity me and feel bad for me but he will hate you"Zayns eyes widened showing fear.

"You better not tell anyone I will fucking kill you you got it"

"Oh come on kill me baby i'm already dead on the inside why not just finish the job"

"SHUT UP WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT"

"Well I know im Jasmine  Anderson so"

"Your just saying those stuff you won't actually leave and what for that prick Ivan what's he gonna do for you give you more money"

"No Zayn he will love me,cherish me , and he won't hit me"I wanted to say it in a strong voice but it betrayed me when it cracked and turned soft.

"He will take care of me and cherish me he will be sweet to me not only on good day but everyday  and when he has a bad day he will talk to me about it not hit me to get rid of the stress it caused and when I ask how I look" I couldn't stop the tears.

"He will say beautiful not ugly as usual or fat that's all I ever wanted Zayn but I guess that was too much to ask for"

"But most of all Zayn he won't judge me from my past and when I say I love you he won't hesitate to say it back, I realize now Zayn you're not the one for me the one I want to spend the rest of my life with or have kids with  you're just a mistake that has opened my eyes and proved me wrong and everyone right"

"I could and never can change you Zayn you will always be the cruel man you are maybe you will find someone who can and when that day comes it will be a sight to see but until then I suppose"

"What do you mean until then you're not giving us another break like last time are you"

"No i'm not" His body relaxed.

"Because I'm officially ending this their will be no us anymore Zayn we will never be an us again"His eyes widened again losing his previous expression now showing and alarmed one.

"Jasmine no I can do all those things I can love you cherish you I can tell you how beautiful you are everything you want baby, and what do you mean you haven't changed me look at me without you I wouldn't be in this career you deserve everything I own it belongs to you"

"I don't want it"

"YOU HAVE TO WANT IT YOU..... you have to want it baby it's ours it's ours"

"There is no ours anymore its yours Zayn"

"No Jasmine please one more chance I'll change I'll change for you no no for us I need you Jasmine"He said getting on his knees.

"You should have thought of that when I gave you your second chance now I've run out of hope and faith for this relationship and now I feel empty"

"Baby please-"I pushed him away and made my way upstairs to pack for good.

"MARRY ME,MARRY ME JASMINE MARRY ME!!"

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