Mistreated

~overdue~

Chapter 20

~Zayn POV~

"Wake up son wake up"I wake to find my mum with a huge smile.

"someone's here to see you love come downstairs"she exits the room in a hurry.Curious I get out of bed and put on some shorts since I only sleep in my boxers.

Half way down I think to put a shirt on but I'm to fucking lazy to walk back.As I'm halfway down i see no one but a girl with beautiful long hair on the couch, back facing me.

I walk to her and clear my throat she turns to me and the wind is knocked right out of me and I'm breathless.

"J-j-jasmine" I say in disbelief.

"Hello" she says in a whisper.

"Hi" I say still breathless.

"H-how are you"she asks well I'm shit without you.

" terrible"She looks pained and guilty and I instantly regret saying that.

"But I deserve to its my punishment my karma for mistreating the girl I love" she starts to tear up.

"Jasmine I miss you so so so much nothing feels the same"

"Zay-"

"I cant sleep without having a nightmare,my clothes dont smell like how they did when you washed them I miss your cooking I can't think straight I'm going crazy I'm dying baby I'm dying without you I need you"

"I miss you baby I know I was terrible,a dick,prick,jackass, asshole,bitch,pathetic, a loser every bad word possible but I promise I won't treat you badly anymore"the pain and longing I've had for jasmine comes to me and realize how much I need her and love her and begin to cry no sob.

" I'm so so sorry jasmine I love you so much and I treated you like shit when you deserved to be treated like a fucking queen I'm so so so sorry i made so many mistakes and I just wanna make it right please Jasmine just one more chance we can stay here if you don't trust me fully or with the boys anywhere you want baby I swear I won't hurt you anymore emotionally, mentally, or especially physically baby please I love you baby please"

"We h-have to take it slow" She says looking at her hands.I smile and it feels so foreign to smile.I pick her up and take her to my room. I sit down and sit her on top of me in a straddling position.She wipes my tears away and kisses both of my eyes.I smile and kiss her forehead and start to sing to her the song I've been dying to sing to her once and for all.

(Thinking out loud ed sheeran)

—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms(I wrap her arms around me and mine around her)
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart(I place Jasmine's hand on my heart)
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name(I pretend to pout)
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory(I say and pinch her cheeks)
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are.

"Oh Zayn I love you and I've missed you so much "she says as she puts her head in the crook of my neck and Crys.I grab her head in between my hands.

" I love you 2 baby and I've missed you more"And give her the most passionate kiss I can muster that was long overdue.