Requested by Thicc_Man
~(y/n) POV~
I look at my arm, the clean cut metal holding it in place as where my forearm should be starts to feel immense pain. Phantom pain is what Angela told me it was. Pain of something that not there anymore."(Y/n)? Are you awake?"
I look at the door. If I stay quiet she'll just come in to check on me, if I answer I have to use this, this new voice box.
"(Y/n)? Please. I know it's hard but please, you can't waste away in your room. We miss you."
Me, they miss me. But am I me? I look to my left and see the broken remains of my phone and the few mirrors I owned, I-I couldn't look at the screen, couldn't look at myself. I sigh, I shouldn't wait forever to answer so I get up but almost immediately fall down. These new legs, they don't feel right, they don't feel at all. I lay on the floor and close my eyes, maybe I can wake up from this dream.
"(Y/n) what was that! I'm coming in!"
My room is flooded with artificial light and I hear Angela let out a loud gasp. I hear more footsteps then just her being in here but I don't lift my head.
"(Y/n)! What happened?! Are you alright!?"
She touches the human part of my back and I lightly tense because I should feel sometime but I don't. I answer even though I just want to stay quiet.
"Don't feel right. I'm not, I don't feel much anymore. It hurts so much but it doesn't at the same time Angela."
I want my voice to sound strained, show how tired I really am, but it sounds fake with intent. I want to wake up and be fully me again. I don't realize I'm crying and maybe I'm not but my eyes look blurry. I feel two people pick me up. I look up and see Angela on my left and Mccree on right. They put themselves under my arms and I'm so numb I don't feel it. I don't listen as I hear them talk, can't focus when I should feel them grabbing me but there's nothing there, no sensation, no warmth, nothing.
"-n) (y/n) did ya hear Angie?"
I give him a blank stare as I wait for him to elaborate.
"Ya need to go to physical therapy, they'll help you get to know your new parts better. Your first session will be tomorrow morning. Let's get you something to eat now."
"Not hungry. Don't think I can eat anymore."
McCree and Angela give me a look before the doors of infirmary are in front of us.
"You still have a stomach (y/n) even if it needs a bit of help, you still have to eat."
I don't say anything as they lay me down in a white bed. I see the bed dip but I wish I could feel the fluffy blanket they draped over me. I wish I could feel how soft the pillow is, but I can't. I lay still as I see in my peripheral vision Angela and McCree moving about. Too much going on out there, too many of us going on missions poor Angela has been alone sometimes to look after patients. She's needed a lot of help and some of the agents even if they don't have proper medical training offered to help.
"Did I tell ya Angie? Echos offering her assistance. Says something about this being a good learning experience for medical assistance on the battle field."
"That would be wonderful. Wish Zenyatta could be here to help him out."
I see McCree shake his head before putting a tooth pick in his mouth.
"I know he helped Genji but ya gotta remember Angie, Genji was lost of who he was, and well, Blackwatch took advantage of that and warped him more then what Hanzo killin' him could've done. It was a different kind of lost and hurt then (y/n). Zen could help because Genji didn't have anyone and he didn't want anyone, but I don't think he'd be able to make as much progress with (y/n)."
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