No Title

There is no happiness in my head
Only hateful, cruel, dead thoughts
Pain, sorrow, misery
That's all I've ever felt

Each time I wake up
I know there will be torture
And each time I get ready for school
I know the day will be cruel

Every time I see my mom and dad
I know they will fight
And every time I see my friends
I know we will separate

Each day of my life
I see bad things
And each death I see
A better life is happening

I just want to curl up and die
But I know that could never be
Because I give myself a chance to live
And see new things

I know I will never be happy
I know I will never be strong
I know I can never have a family
To love at all

I finally see the light
I finally see the path I must take
I will be in a better place now
I know that I can finally be free

Now that I have No Title for my life