Y'all I just realized something
I'm so ugly like what the fuck man
That's why I've never had a boyfriend
And all my friends have had boyfriends/girlfriends and I'm the only single one
Dam that hurts.
Anyways I don't have school all this week and I'm happy about that.
The only bad thing is that I've been having the worst headaches like Ang give me a break.
Also my phone I broken so I'm using my back up phone and wattpad is so messed up on this phone like I go on the app and it takes me out so it takes me about five tries to even be on the app
So when my phones fixed ill update my mafia book and this one-shot.
I woke up so early today I usually wake up at 9 something but I woke up at 5 and I only woke up because my mom and dad said we have to go get my brother and his girlfriend and they live far so yea were still on the road and I just want to sleep and I can't because if I do then ill be asleep all day and that's not good at all
Because my sleeping schedule would be messed up all over again.
So its 9:13am in Arizona right now and I'm so tired and im hungry but I don't usually eat breakfast so I'm just going to wait until lunch if I'm.still hungry by then.
I'm weird because like ill forget to eat all day and still not be hungry the next. But that's how I am and I'm just used to it because I used to starve myself and I just got used to that because I can be really hungry but eat a little bit of food because if I eat a lot of food my stomach would hurt so bad.
Anyways to end on a good note I'm so bad at math but we took a test and at my school theres two 8th grade classes and two 7th grade classes and I'm in 8th grade and I got the highest grade out of all the 7th and 8th graders and that just made me happy.
Kk I'm done
Bye loves❤💜💞💕💓❤😘
And this part is for the people who think that they're ugly or thing that their not worthy to live anymore
You beautiful and amazing you know you should get up go to a mirror look at yourself and say your beautiful and say your amazing and say your worthy and if you have no one to talk to text me on here and ill give you my Insta and we can talk I will listen and I will (even tho I don't know anyone on this app that's reading this) helps you because I don't want anyone to feel that way I don't want anyone to feel the need to hurt themselves or tell themselves that. I want all of you who are hurting who have been through hell and back to talk to someone maybe your friend, maybe you cousin, or mom, dad, teacher anyone and have them listen to you and what you have to say because if you haven't heard yet let me tell you, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE WORTHY YOU ARE WORTH LIVING ON THIS EARTH BECAUSE IF IT SEEMS LIKE NO ONE CARES, THEY DO and if you haven't heard these three words I'm about to say just know I mean what I'm going to say I LOVE YOU.
Because I've been talking to one of my only true friends and he's helped me stop starving myself and he can keep my secrets and I love him for that.
I also helped him with a lot to.
Just talk to someone trust me. Even if you don't feel comfortable talking to someone the just talk to a stuffed animal or a pet because they'll listen because they can't talk and they'll listen.
Ok its now 9:38am in Arizona
And for real this time
Bye loves ❤❤💞💓💜💕💞❤💕❤💜
