Drown The Mirage

Alone

Sometimes I wish I would go.
Just let the wind carry me away
to hell or heaven,

This air of nonchalance is a facade.
Secretly I wish to be taken to Heaven,
I'm tired of being alone!

I'm always surrounded by others but the depth of humanity I crave lacks,
My heart cracks....

I want to be loved,
To be admired,
Valued.

I can't handle this brooding pit of loneliness that resides within me,
The burden is to hefty to bear alone.

I want to end it all.

Perhaps death isn't as lonely as life...

Everyone claims they care, but the aim of their words has missed its target.

This "care" comes from a place of obligation,

not devotion.

I want someone to care,
To be there.

I'm so tired of being alone...
Nothing really matters anymore to me.

I'm ready to leave.