Long Nathan #Imagine part 15
Dear Diary...
Time has passed, that day was so special. As I sit here cradling my little baby girl Bella I write in this diary. So many things have happened in the past and just when I thought it could not get worse, it did. Nathan was an amazing boy friend, he was always there for me whenever I needed him. I always remember how he could cheer me up when I was down, but all that is slowly fading away. It is a cold winter night, snow flakes are falling slowly from the sky and landing on the windowsill. Nathan was the only person on this earth that understands me for who I am but, he was in a serious accident and is now in hospital in a bad condition. He has been in a coma for a couple of weeks now. I try to talk to him, tell him how Bella is doing, I Dont know if he can hear me but, its worth a try. Nathan has not met his baby daughter yet. It kills me inside, he could be in pain. What makes it even worse is that he is in hospital because of me. He was trying to protect me from a falling ceiling. He pushed me out of the way but couldn't get away in time and it came crashing down on him. What I saw that day will stick with me forever. I cant lose him, I love him loads. Bella needs her daddy and I need my boyfriend. Holly and all the other lads have been really supportive but I Dont need them I need Nathan. Its nearly Christmas and I Dont want to spend it without him. Christmas is family time and supposed to be happy. While I was pregnant we did so much together. We got a brand new house which is amazing and I went on loads of different holidays. Not only that the boys were doing great with the band. They were supposed to release there new single tomorrow but because of Nathan they cant. It makes me sad. I just want him to wake up again and be in his arms.
The power of love
A force from above
Cleaning my soul
Flame on burn desire
Love with tongues of fire
Purge the soul
Make love your goal
