I Guess

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I thought things unreal and untrue

Imagination took hold of me

And I believed you

Everyone, who stole my heart

Hid away my logic

Then waited to take me apart

I'm not sure if I did something wrong

If I did too little

Or if I came on too strong

Is it my fault? Is it at all?

Or am I just fated 

Simply destined to fall?

I suppose I'm just easy to leave

The kind of girl who 

Never learns to keep her heart off her sleeve

I thought I mattered to them, for being me

Wrong wrong wrong

Its taken me too long to see

I'm just the type, for the boys who get bored

I'm just the one that will have to do

Like an unused ship, always being moored

Silly silly naive girl, crying in the cold weather

I guess I'm just the kind

Who they care about until they can do better

The fallback, never the first choice

I understand now, I clearly see

I'll shut it out. For all of you, I'll silence my unheard voice

Because I can't take this anymore

Too long, too many times, 

All this pain. And what for?

An illusion, a game

A dream turned to a nightmare

Wishing that they never came

Don't say a word, I'm already on the ground

I don't need another giver

Of pain, of bringing me down

I get it, you can walk away

Theres no point in me

Wanting you to stay

Every time, I fight and fight

So that they won't throw me away, 

But I guess I'm just that, easy to leave, type.

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