I opened my eyes to see Jahseh looking down at me and he looked worried.
"You okay baby?" He spoke
"My head hurts" I said
"This is why you don't need to be out by yo self. You can't even protect yo self" he says. I sat up.
"I can't protect myself?" I questioned
"No" he responded
"Well I didn't because I kind wanted them to take me" I rolled my eyes
"Why would you want-" I cute him off
"Because I did Jahseh damn.......it's better than being here. I hoped they would've killed me too" I said
"Stop sayin shit like that" he said
"It's better than me killin myself" I shrugged my shoulders
"Y/n stop" he said. I rolled my eyes. He put his hand on my thigh.
"Don't touch me" I pushed his hand off
"So I can't touch you now?" He questioned
"No since I can't protect myself" I say
"You don't need to protect yo self from me" he mean mugged me
"Maybe one day I will. Puttin hands on females is the new thing nowadays. Who says you wouldn't do it too" I rolled my eyes. I wasn't even thinking about how that would make him feel.
"You really think imma put my hands on you?" He asks
"I don't know Jahseh. Will you?" I looked him know the eyes
"No" he furrowed his eyebrows
"I wouldn't even care if you did. I'm used to it anyways" I mumbled
"Stop thinkin imma put my fuckin hands on you" he spat, he grabbed my hand.
"I said don't fuckin touch me" I punched his arm
"Why are you so fuckin pissed?" He questions. I rolled my eyes at him.
"You must've already been in a bad mood cuz there's no way that pissed you off that much" he says
"Can you shut the fuck up" I spoke
"Stop talkin to me like you're fuckin stupid. Don't try me Y/n" he says
"Shut up. You just ruined my whole mood witcho stupid face" I said getting up
"So my face is stupid now?" He questioned. I started walking away. He grabbed my wrist.
"Baby, I didn't mean to piss you off" he says
"I don't care. Stop talking to me" I said. He pulled me back and made me sit on the bench.
"I'm sorry. I didn't think you would get pissed off like that" he apologized
"Okay" I said
"Okay?" He questioned sitting next to me
"Okay" I repeated
"Why you gotta act all petty?" He spoke annoyed
"Shut up. I don't even wanna be with you" I rolled my eyes. I looked in the distance and Jahseh was just quiet. I looked at him and even though we were in the rain, I could tell he was crying. My heart shattered and I realized what I said. I hugged him putting his face in my neck.
"I'm sorry bae I didn't mean it like that. I meant 'I don't wanna be with you right now' not in general. I'm sorry" I hugged him tight. He continued to sob.
"I'm so sorry bae" I apologized again
"I promise I didn't mean it like that" I added. He lifted his face up.
"I'm so sorry" I wiped his tears
"It's okay baby" he sniffles
" Stop crying okay. You're too handsome for that" I continued to wipe his tears. He gave me a small, weak smile. I then kissed his lips softly. I pulled away.
"I really am sorry" I assured him
"It's okay baby" he says. He was looking at my lips. He then leaned in and started kissing me. I kissed back. Our lips moved in sync unto we pulled away. I felt like I was being watched. I looked in that direction and I seen someone dressed in all black quickly disappear.
"You okay?" Jahseh questioned
"Yeah.....I just-yeah" I replied
"Did you see something?" He asks
"No......I- let's just go home" I said standing up
"Baby, what did you see? You're panicking" he says
"I didn't see anything Jahseh" I lied
"I can feel that fear in you. I told you whatever you feel I feel it too" he says
"The rain is getting pretty bad" I made an excuse
"You're not scared of the rain" he says
"Let's just go home please" I pleaded
"Okay" he agreed and we walked home.
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Pretty Girl ~ xxxtentacion
FanfictionThe grade's pretty girl catches Jahseh's attention