Tsukikage/Kagetsuki One-Shots

Depression.

The ending of this story will be happy! But there are mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts. Hope you all enjoy!!! 💕🥺 Also listen to the songs as you read (it makes it more depressing 🥲)

Kageyama's POV
I was walking to the toilets after the practice match with Aoba Johsai. We just lost and I knew it was my fault as if my sets were good enough they would've been spiked over. I didn't want to go back to my old habits of latching out on my teammates so that's why I'm going to the bathroom. I walk into the bathroom and, oh no I see Kindiachi and Kunmi (idk how to spell their names).

They were my former teammates that I latched out on. I decided that now was a great time to apologise as it was just us. "Kunmi, Kindiachi, I'm extremely sorry for my past actions, I know sorry won't fix what happened but I just wanted to tell you that I have changed and I am super sorry for my past actions!" I say and I bow. I take a deep breathe as I just spoke a lot really fast. I hear... giggles? I look up to see Kunmi and Kindiachi laughing at me. I was confused. Did I say something funny?

"Oh my god, this is so funny, does the king actually think he can change!" I hear Kunmi say. What? I-I have changed... right? "Bahaha seriously king of the court, get a life actually no, take yours away, an apology won't solve anything when you are as rude and egocentrical as you!" They continue laughing and walk out of the doors.

Have I really not changed? But I thought once I was happy, I wou-uld change? I am happy? I was so I thought I was better. My abusive dad is gone and I've acknowledged my grandfathers death. I should be better? But I'm not...? I'm the same...? I should... kill... myself....?

No POV
By now everyone was out of the gym as they finished packing up not realising Kageyama was gone. Everyone except Tsukishima. They all walked out except Tsukishima. The noise went down as everyone exited and he heard muffled cries from the bathrooms. Not knowing what it was, he scurried to the bathroom. He found the king on the floor with a pocket knife in his hand and his wrist held out. He was about to cut himself.

Tsukishima stood there shocked for a bit then screamed, "KING STOP!" Kageyama was shocked not realising anyone was there. He immediately dropped the knife. He never really told anyone from the team about his personal life so they didn't have any understanding of what he had gone through. He panicked not knowing what to do.

Tsukishima broke the silence that was left once Kageyama dropped the knife. "K-King? Why would you... yknow um-" he was cut of by Kageyama, "MY D-DAD HE USED TO A-ABUSE ME AND MY GRANDFATHER, THE ONLY PERSON WHO SUPPORTED ME DOING VOLLEYBALL, DIED. MY MOTHER BASICALLY HATES ME AND MY SISTER LEFT. I HAVE NOTHING AND I HAVE NO-ONE! MY OLD TEAM HATES ME! KINDIACHI TOLD ME TO DIE 😭😭."

Tears streamed down Kageyama's face. Tsukishima froze again processing everything that Kageyama told him. He then walked over to the crying, shaking and hyperventilating boy and hugged him. Tsukishima was shocked. Kageyama held so much in and he was shocked how strong he must've been to still be here. Tsukishima new that Kageyama was fighter, but this was much more than what he expected. He rubbed the setters back while whispering sweet nothings to him.

Tsukishima took Kageyama to his house and let Kageyama sleep. He decided that they'd skip school tomorrow and he could comfort and talk to the king.

Time skip to "Tomorrow"

Tsukishima woke up with the blueberry setter in his arms. He marvelled the soft features of the king from his pale skin to his pink lips and smooth skin. He then sat up and went to make some breakfast. After a few minutes he heard footsteps, Kageyama emerged from the wall and walked up to Tsukishima. "Hey..." he said. "Good morning King, I called the school so we can skip today and I'm making some breakfast." Tsukishima responded. "Thanks Tsuki!" Kageyama said happily. A small blush appeared on Tsukishima's face as Kageyama called him Tsuki, "No problem King."

After eating Kageyama and Tsukishima washed the dishes then went back to Tsukishima's room. "Hey umm King. Why didn't you tell anyone from the team about your dad?" Tsukishima slightly whispered. Kageyama's face scrunched up at the mention of his father, "I didn't want anyone to think I was weird or disgusting and leave me again..." kageyama responded. "No one will ever leave you, especially me and you are not weird or disgusting. Come here." Tsukishima held his arms open for Kageyama to move in and hug him. They hugged for a long time.

After cuddling for a bit Kageyama asked Tsukishima if they could go out. Tsukishima quickly agreed. The truth is that Tsukishima has had a crush on the blueberry setter for a long time but would never admit it since he thinks Kageyama would never like him back.... but is that true?

Find out in the next part of this series!

Hey guyssss hope y'all enjoyed this! I lowkey love this story. Anyways I'll be updating the blind date story tomorrow so look out for that, but for now, goodnight x 🥺💕😘🤗