Hated Love

Numb Pain

On a special day on korea giselle would finally confess her true feeling's to winter.

Giselle's POV
I wag getting ready to finally confess my love to my childhood best friend i never really thought to do this because i really just thought that i love her as a friend but my feeling's develop when she looked in my eyes she stared at me at first i never nor did not feel the connection but i know that time it's her.

I was walking down to the place where we settled to meet up on a one coffee shop i see her waiting for me.

I was nervous my hand's were shaking when i approach her.

"Hi winter"i smiled

"Hi giselle what do you want to say as what you say while your talking in the phone with me?"she asked with confusion

"Oh uhmm i want to say something important between us"i ask to her

"What is it please be fast i have a meeting to catch up"while she fixes her watch in her hand

At first i don't have the full courage because i mean she looks like she is not taking serious about everything.

"I love you i...i..i..like you"i said while my voice is shaking

"Is this is a joke giselle"she said

"No....no...no its not a joke this is real i....i...i had a feelings for you and i hope that you had the same too"i said while looking down

"I'm sorry giselle but i think I'm not yet ready"as she gives me with an cold impression and looked at me

"What do you mean why?"i asked

"I like you too but i think it's not right time to focus in between this things"she said while picking her things up

"I'm sorry but this is not the right time"

Winter left the place without looking back.

I felt numb but the pain keep's stabbing me and the heart.

The tears dropped in my eyes.

I try to wiped them off.

But my eyes turns into a running faucet.

A faucet that you can't stop.

I call her name.

"Winter winter please"

But she never looked back.

My knee dropped into the ground.

As my knee dropped to ground.

My heart,my soul dropped to ground.

"Am i numb"i asked myself while crying

So i went home i spent the rest of my days crying in my room.

I never knew that love can physically and mentally hurt you as i said while crying.

I want to be free from the pain.

I want to be free from this.

From everything.

But i can't .

As i wiped my tears in my eyes.

Winter called

"Should i answer it?"