Hated Love

Look At Me

I straggled myself out of winter.

But she keeps pushing deeper and deeper.

"Winter stop let me out"

I push her as i push her she brought down in the floor.

Now i'm in the top of winter.

"Look at me"

Winter said those words while holding my right elbow.

"Do you still love me,do you still hate the fact that i still love you"

As winter said those words i had flashbacks.

I remember the day when she left me in the streets alone.

I remember how she hurt me on that day.

I help myself to stood up.

Winter held my hands.

I pushed her hands.

I rush in the room closed the doors locked the doors.

Everything remain silent no words nor noice.

I unlocked the doors i left the room with me looking down by the floors.

Winter approached me and hold my wrist again.

"Giselle i'm sorry about that i'm just drunk and i...i..i"

"It's okay all of it was in the past so um your leaving"i ask.

"Yeah i'm gonna go um sorry about the words i say i'm really sorry i'm just drunk and don't worry i never remember the words i said to you"

Winter then smiles and left my place.

Did winter really forget about everything.

Why am i fantasizing about me and winter being back together no that is wrong.

As i snapped myself out of my stupid fantasies.

A day passed the normal life of giselle continues she work go home work go home.

As the weekend comes giselle decided to go relief her stress away so she went to the nearest club around her house.

As giselle enters the club a lovers was kissing in front of her so she just stared and keep heading straight.

As she was walking away to the loud noise she bump into someone.

"Shit watch where your going"

I said while checking myself if i'm okay.

"Are you okay?"

"No i'm not you just bump to me without looking and your just gonna say am i oka-"

My words cut off when i look above it was winter.

"Oh i'm sorry i never notice that it's you winter sorry"

"It's okay don't worry so what's up"

"I'm okay um i'm gonna have a day off so i have to go bye"

I rush out of that place.

I don't want to look back.

Because i know if i'm gonna look back.

I would fall again.

I rush to the nearest taxi I've seen and i ride it.

After a an hour i have finally arrived in my house.

"Home sweet home"

I said while i took my clothes off i unclipped my bra so i can be free.

But suddenly someone knocked in the door and a figure showed up in my back.