***TWO WEEKS LATER***
I havnt talked to Sammy ever since we go into our big fight. i really miss him, Ive cried every night for the past two weeks and havnt came out of my room, i have barely eaten. Good thing my bathroom is in my room. right now it is Monday morning at 9:00. normally i sleep until like 12 but with Sammy on my mind it is hard. i woke up with my face dried of tears and my pillow stained of tears. i checked my phone and had 25 messages. 15 of them were from gilinksy, 10 from johnson, 5 from skate. Nothing from Sammy. i decided to go on twitter and tweet since i havnt in a while
hannnahh_3 (idk if thats a realy twitter i just made it up)
Sick and Tired of Crying Myself to sleep...hate this feeling knowing it wont ever go away.
after i put my phone down and closed my eyes Gilinksy bursted through my door and yelled
"GET UP BITCH WERE TAKING YOU OUT"
'but i dont wanna get up, i wanna cry and just sleep!"
he came and sat on my bed and got under the covers with me.
"come one Hannah you have to get up, you havnt left your room in two weeks, we all hate seeing you like this. please come out with Me, johnson, and Skate...we need some bonding time."
"fine but only if we can go surfing."
"for sure man"
"ugg fine give me 20 i need to shower."
"alright meet me downstairs." i said as i was gettting up and was in a sportsbra and boy short underwear.
"oh i like what i see" gilinksy said
"perve" i laughed and threw a pillow at him.
"Hey its not like i havnt seen you naked before."
"ya ya ya...shut up and leave."
"ok ok ok im going see you in 20"
if you were wondering, yes me and gilinksy lost our virginity to each other the summer going into my junior year. we were sober...but it was just in the moment type thing. but anyways i went and took a shower and came out and put on my all black bikini and put on my t-shirt that says rip curl on it because that is the only shirt i will wear over my bikini while surfing. it is blue and i am absolutely obsessed with it. i grab a pair of black shorts and my beach bag and towel and just frenchbraid my hair really quick and grab my phone, headphones, and money and head downstairs. "
"well look who finally came out of her room." gilinsky said
"here drink this smoothie before we go..its your favorite, strawberry banana with protien powder." johnson said
"aw you guys are the best"
"skate did you grab my board? yup your favorite one! :)"
"umm thanks.."
"did you not want that one i can go get the one the Jacks got you..."
"no its fine you did get my favorite one"
just so you know my favorite board is a bright orange one Sammy got me for my 15th birthday and on the top of it, it says "S and H" because me and Sammy always used to go surfing together. We all got into Skates truck. I sat shot gun with Skate and the Jacks sat in the back. i went on twitter and tweeted
hannnahh_3 surfing with my favorite boys! <3 @jackjackjohnson @jackgilinsky @skatemaloley
the jacks retweeted in but skate didnt because he was driving. we arrived at the beach and it wasnt completely crowded. we found a spot and i immediately went out to the water and started surfing. surfing gets my mind off everything and im actually really good at surfing. after about 20 minutes i come back to the beach and sit down by my stuff and start to tan. while normally my tanning consists of me playing with my silver bellybutton ring because im obbsessed with it. Then Skate comes over and shows me the pictures he took of me surfing.
"Damn gurl you is shredding them waves."
"haha just send me those lol"
he sent them to me and then i was about to ask the boys if they wanna play volleyball but i heard a high pitched sqeaky voice that i didnt wanna here.
"hey guys! what are you guying doing here?"
it was the one and only Melany. and before i even had to turn around i knew that Sammy was right there with her and i did not want to look at him at all.
"um where just hanging out, surfing." johnson said
"oh cool mind if we join?" Sammy asked
"umm Hannah...what do you say..."
"whatever...im going back to surfing,,,i dont want to see their faces."
"ouch hannah that hurt" Sammy said
"shut up Samuel, or i will make it hurt." i said
"hey dont talk-"
melany was going to say something but i cut her off and said
"oh shut your cake faced up before i slap all of it off. Now of you dont mind i am going to surf while you guys all have fun here."
i went back out and surfed one wave. then i just sat on my board watching all of them Laugh and have Fun. i watched Sammy the whole time. The way he smiled and just showed his perfect dimples, and his perfectly toned body and the way he is looking at Melany. sitting there wishing i could be her right now. i went back and went to get my money so i could get some ice cream. as i was walking to the ice cream place sammy was calling my name
"Hannah, Hannah, Hannah! wait up"
"what do you want Sammy"
"why are you so mad at me?"
"i already told you. Two weeks ago"
"but your still mad? i thought you would be over it by now?"
"no Sammy im not. you just dont understand. Your too caught up in Melanys world to care about whats standing right infront of you."
"im not too caught up in her world. i still care about you."
"really Sammy? really? because if you cared you would have called me or texted me...i sat in my room for two weeks straight crying my self to sleep and barely ate anything because i am loosing my bestfriend but your too dumb enough to get it through your head to actually see that im in-"
"you what? and youve been crying for the past two weeks? im sorry i didnt know...it just Mel-"
"there you go again... Melany, Melany, Melany...thats all you ever talk about Sammy. Who are you? Because this isnt you! I want the old sammy back. the one i used to surf with. the one that i could tell anything too. The one that would sneak into my house every night and bring me panera because you havnt seen me all day. thats the sammy i want back. Not this new one thats too caught up in Melany world. but your too Dumb to see that."
"look im sor-"
"sammy like i said i dont want to hear it. you can say it all you want but its not going to change anything. not until you can prove to me that you actually care."
"fine...but here."
"what is i-" shut up and take this
he turned around and walked back to were everyone was hanging out. i opened my hand and it was the necklace sammy gave me. i smiled a little bit and put it back on. i got my ice cream and took out my phone and tweeted
hannnahh_3 "I Love You"
