i woke up in unfamilliar surroundings. then i sundently remember what happened. i am in the hospital. i looked around my room to see skate and my dad.
"Daddy" i said
they both woke up and came over to my bed.
"I missed you Daddy."
"i misssed you too Sweetheart."
"My side hurts."
"Skate can you go get the docter" my dad said
"Ya ofcourse." he said before kissing my forehead.
my dad just hugged me for a couple seconds.
"Im so glad your ookay, i thought i lost both of my girls."
"Daddy im not going anywhere i promise. but im telling you one thing, im not staying home alone again for a while." i laughed a little
then Skate came back in with the Docter
"Hi Hannah, im Doctor Stevenson. I was told your side hurts?"
"Yes"
"well its normal you did loose alot of blood. so you are going to stay over night for the next two nights to make sure your still ok, but other than that your in perfect shape."
my dad went to go get food and left me and Skate. He came over to me and said with tears in his eyes
"Hannah i thought i lost you! i was crying ever since i found you. i really thought you werent going to make it. if you didnt make it i dont know what i would do. your my bestfriend and i couldnt stand the thought of you leaving like mom did." he was full on crying
"Hey im not going anywhere. i will always be here. nothing is going to happen to me i promise. i love you so much Skate"
just then my other two favorite boys walked in.
"JACKSS!!!!"
I was bombarded with hugs. They brought me this huge teddy bear and all these balloons.
"aww you guys are the best."
"oh we know" johnson said flipping his non exsisting hair
just then Melany and Ash walked in.
"HANNAH THANK THE LORD YOU ARE OK I WOULD BE HEARTBROKEN IF I FOUND OUT YOU WERE DEAD. I WOULDNT HAVE MY HITTER BY MY SIDE ANYMORE" Ash said
"AND I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO LIVE WITH MYSELF BECAUSE WE JUST GOT BACK TO BEING BESTFRIENDS" Melany Said
"you guys are truely the best. i love you guys so much"
just then Sammy walked in. he looked like he had been crying and he hasnt eaten or slept for days. my heart just broke.
"can i have some alone time with Sammy please?" i asked
"of course" they all said
they all left the room and Sammy sat on the edge of my bed.
"im glad your okay, i was worried." he said
"Where were you Sammy!? i called you and you never showed up! i was counting on you. you were the first person i thought of calling. you said you would be there and you werent! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME THAT WAS YOUR PROMISE! AND WHERE WERE YOU! HUH? BECAUSE YOU OBVIOSULY DONT CARE ABOUT ME!" i said with tears pouring down my face. and i never cry infront of him.
he just sat there with tears in his eyes. he cant even look at me.
"Sammy, answer me."
he doesnt
"GODDAMMIT SAM FUCKING ANSWER ME! DONT JUST STAND THERE!"
"why do you care so much! so i couldnt get there! did you ever think maybe i didnt want to save you!? maybe you should have called Skate first. god and you think im the one who has changed!? youve turned into a real bitch and maybe i broke my promise because i dont care about you anymore because its always about you! its never about anyone else. Its always about Hannah. Hannah this, Hannah that. God can you not be such an attention whore." he said
i took off my nekclace and through it at him.
"FUCK YOU SAMMY! GET OUT I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE!"
"WELL GOOD BECAUSE YOU WONT ANYMORE."
with that he walked out of the hospital room and i just broke down. Everyone came back into the room.
"can you guys just leave please,'
"ya sure."
the girls hugged me and johnson kissed my forehead
"Hey, hang in there ok. everything will be ok Hannah. Look at me. I love you okay. you will get through this with or without him. Me Johnson and Skate will be here through everything and we arnt going anywhere. i promise." gilinksy said before he kissed my forehead. Skate was about to walk out but i said
"Skate, can you please stay with me, i need my big brother more than anything right now."
"Of course i will."
he layed down with me and i just cried. i eventually fell asleep with Skate.
i woke up with noone in the room. then my phone vibrated
from Big Brothhaa: I went home to shower. i am going to the studio for a little bit and dad is getting food for the house. i will see you in a little bit. Love you <3
this is why i love Skate. He is the best brother ever. i was scrolling through twitter and decided to tweet
@hannnahh_ even after what happened im still completely inlove with you
***skipping the next two days***
i wokeup in the hospital bed and realized that i can go home! Gilinksy and Johnson came in and we all looked at eachother and screamed
"GOING HOME TODAY!"
and we all just bursted out into laughter. this is i love them, no matter what we always end laughing and having the best time. Johnson gave me a bag with clothes in it. it had leggings that said pink in the side, underwear, a black sports bra, and gilinksys hoodie with his last name on the back. they know me so well.
"thanks! is Nate at the studio?" i asked
"yes he is."
"ok i want to stop and get him panera for lunch because he is working so hard and he deserves a little something."
"ok well just so you know Sammy will be there." johnson said
oh Sammy, how my heart broke when i heard that name. It seems like it is really over between me and him. i just looked down and didnt say anything.
"Hannah you have to tell us what happened between you two the other day." gilinksy said as we were walking to his black jeep. i got in the back and johnson sat in the front with him. i really didnt want to talk about this but i knew it would come up eventually.
"well i called Sammy first. like when i first heard that loud crash in my house. Then 15 minutes went by and he never showed. So i called Skate and then this person thorugh my down the stairs, the through me on the floor, and the stabbed me and thats when Skate showed up. then when we came into the hospital i asked where he was, and he never answered me, and then i sort of yelled, and then he finally blew and called me an attention whore, and said ive changed, and then said that he didnt want to save me and that he didnt care about me anymore. so i took of the necklace and threw it at him and said Fuck you, i dont want to see you anymore, and then he said something along the lines of well you wont. So basically i just lost the love of my life and my life is over."
they just looked at the road and didnt say anything, but they both had this look on their face like they were going to murder him. We got to Panera and ordered our food. The Jacks got Sammy something but i just couldnt. Then i got Skate what he normally gets and we drove off to the Studio.
