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Sapnap X NB/GN! Reader - More than a body

This is my part in showing that Sapnap's body isn't ours to judge and pick at. You have no right to body shame him. And if you do, you are the worst type of human and I hope you get better. I hope people give you kindness and love until you learn how to love others.

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Your POV

Nick had been streaming for almost 2 hours. So I had been scrolling through Twitter and helping Mod his chat. Being on his stream reminded me of all the reasons I fell in love with him. I watched as he joked around about jumping in lava if the pigskin didn't give him the enderpearls he wanted. He followed through with that threat. I watched as he laughed at the chat freaking out that he actually did it. I hear his small sniffles, which never seemed to go away. I watch him sing, rather poorly, but it was so beautiful.

I loved these types of streams, where is was Nick instead of Sapnap. Nick was more quiet and patient while his alter ego was loud and crazy. He didn't usually have his cam on for streams but today was different. His face was on screen, his sandy blonde hair was brushed nicely, he had small acne spots on his chin (as we all do from time to time.). His camera quality was garbage, but I loved it none the less.

Suddenly the stream made a turn, as a donation went through. The text to speech read out something the broke my heart.

Girly99 donated $10.
"Why do you look like that? Also what is wrong with your voice?"

Nick was obviously caught off guard. I was angry that someone let that play, and angry that someone would say that to my baby. But the anger only grew more at the sight of the chat.

Name: Did you see his body in Skeppy's Video?

Name: He's like 19, why does he look (random age)?

Name: The looks like he gained weight.

I switched the chat to emote only. I look back at the actual stream, his camera was off. He was he sounded done and tired. It was a contrast to what he was like 10 minutes ago. He signed of and raided Karl with a small fake chuckle about his Minecraft boyfriend.

The second it was over, I was through our bed room door. The force of my body coming at him almost knocked him over. He was in an awkward position where he was obviously trying to remain standing and not knock over his gaming chair. When we were stable I led him to our bed. Where I laid down then let him rest his head on my chest. I played with his hair, not saying anything for a short while.

"I love you, you know that right?" I asked, his head moved away from my chest to look at me and nod.

"Yeah" By the time he said that his face was already pressed into me.

"I don't think you know how much though." I said, only pausing because he looked up confused. His eyes soft and obviously filled with sadness. I decided to tell him, "I love you so much it's hard to tell you all the ways I love you. But I am going to try, even if it takes my whole life. I love the way you put others before yourself. I love the way you smile and laugh at your own jokes. I love-"

I was cut off by him kissing me. His arms held his body above mine. I move my hand to his cheek, kissing him back. As we kiss I felt tears on his cheek. I pull away.

"Baby... are you okay?" I ask afraid that everything caught up with him.

"I just love you... thank you for trying to make me feel better..." He whispered, pressing his forehead against mine.

"You know tomorrow it'll be on Twitter probably, right?" I ask, worried that he would break down tomorrow.

"Yeah, it'll be on all of my pictures..." he mumbled, resting his head back on my chest. I continue to play with his hair.

"And we will deal with that later, but for now let's just stay here together for a little while. Cause I think you are perfect, forever and always." I felt him smile at my last three words.

'Forever and Always' were the three words we used to reassure each other. When we were younger, and just best friends, he would get worried often. He was a shy quiet band kid, so I learned to help. When he would be worried about our friendship, I would simply hug him and say forever and always.

To think it through it is him and I against the world. Forever and Alway.