Dead Or Alive (OLD)

Part 19. Awake And Unafraid

~3 years~
I sat in the living room of the small apartment, waiting on my boyfriend to get home. I currently sat upside down on the couch, my legs dangling over the back; my playlist was on shuffle and I was jamming out by myself. I sigh and roll off the couch into the floor, walking back to the kitchen for a snack. I settle for a pack of crackers and plop back down on the couch, cross legged and slowly tilting my head side to side with the music.

Eventually I hear the door open and rush to the front, practically jumping into the redheads arms. He chuckles as I wrap my arms around him, "miss me sugar?" He asks with a small smirk on his face and I nod and rest my head on his chest. "Baby, can you let me go for a second so I come all the way in?" He asks, once again chuckling and I shake my head, refusing to let go. He sighs gently and picks me up, holding me to his hip, similar to how one would hold a child, I giggle and wrap my arms around his neck. He carefully kicks the door shut and walks to the living room, placing me on his lap and burying his face in my neck. "How was work Gee?" I ask with a small giggle; he moves his face from my neck and leans back, playing with my hair "it was fine, but Frank was high on caffeine all day so we didnt really get much done." I laugh "who thought it was a good idea to let that happen," I ask quietly, leaning back on his chest so I can look up at him. "He wouldnt shut up 'till someone gave him a monster," he rolls his eyes with a light chuckle "we managed to get half a song done today!" He exclaims and I laugh, "shouldn't of let Frank have caffeine," I shrug, still laughing at his predicament.

He gently spun me around, so I was now facing him. He gently held my chin and pulled me to him, "but I get to come home and see you," he smiles and places his lips on mine. I smile and melt into him, wrapping my arms around his neck, as he wraps his around my waist. A knock on the door interrupts us and I groan "damnit..." I trail off and he chuckles, getting up and walking towards the door. I huff, following him, right before he reaches the door I grab him by the collar of his shirt and pull him back down to me, kissing him, he smirks against my lips and runs his fingers carefully through my hair. "Hey can you guys stop making out, I know that's probably what your doing!" It was Mikey. I whine as he pulls away, "later," He whispers with a wink, before opening the door for his brother. I smile and step up to the door behind him, only to be shoved out of the way by Gerard as Frank runs in and trips over his own feet. "The fuck Frank?" I let out a nervous giggle, "told ya he had to much caffeine..." Gee trails off as Frank gets up and runs into the living room. "Sorry, he wouldnt let me come over without him," Mikey says, looking over to me with a soft smile, barely breaking his poker face. "Geeeeee, why is the dirty bean water not coming out of the machine?" It was Frank from the kitchen, "ah shit, he better not touch my damn coffee." Gerard rushes towards the kitchen, while Mikey and I walk to the living room, laughing to ourselves.

Soon, Gerard comes out of the kitchen pulling a passed out Frank behind him. "Hey, he finally crashed," Mikey whispered "wow, thanks captain obvious." Gerard replies, pulling Frank all the way into the room and dropping him in an armchair. He sits down on the couch beside me and puts his arm over my shoulders, "so, whatcha here for bro?" He asks, looking to Mikey "I just wanted to come by and see how Y/N was doing, been awhile since we actually talked." He says and looks to me "oh, I'm good" I smile as I say it, Mikey looks to me with an eyebrow raised "I interrupted something didnt I?" He asks with a small chuckle. "No, you-" as I was speaking, Gerard cut me off "almost anyone coming by interrupts something." He smirks and I feel heat rise up in my face from embarrassment, I bite my lip and Mikey nods. He stays a little longer to talk, but leaves soon, waking up Frank and taking him too.

I walk away from the door, shutting it behind him, then go to the bedroom, throwing on one of Gee's sweaters that reaches my mid-thigh. I start to walk back to the living room, only to be pushed against the wall halfway down the hall. "Sugar..." he breathes against my ear, drawing out the 'a' I bite my lip as he kisses the side of my head. "We have unfinished business..." He smirks as he pulls back and my gaze meets his; before I can say or do anything his lips are pressed against mine, gently but with a hidden hunger behind every movement. I run my hands through his dyed red hair, pulling gently; he groans into my lips "sugar, we talked about that..." he trails off, as I smirk. He pulls away from my lips and picks me up, I wrap my legs around his waist and he holds me up by my thighs. He sets me down, so I was sitting on the edge of the bed and walks across the room; changing into something more comfortable then a pair of skinny jeans. He walks over, not bothering with a shirt and I throw my hands over my face to cover the blush I knew was taking over my face. I feel the bed dip down as he sits beside me, turning me to face him and gently removing my hands from my face. I bite my lip and look to the floor, I could see a small smirk on his face in my peripheral vision. He turns my face back to his, holding my chin so I have to look at him; "what's up sugar?" He asks, pulling me onto his lap and wrapping my legs around his waist, my face heats up more than before and I cover my face with my hands. "Baby," he says it with a slight whine, pulling my hands from my face. I giggle and bury my face in his neck, he chuckles "what's your problem hun?" He asks "your just so pretty..." I trail off and he pulls my face from his neck, making eye contact with me. "But your absolutely gorgeous," he smiles and his lips meet the side of my head. I sigh as he pushes me back down, so he's hovering over me with a smirk. I tilt my head looking up at him with a misleading innocent look on my face. He leans back down, placing his lips on mine, a little rougher this time. I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me as his hands rest on my hips. He pulls away and kisses down my jawline, to my neck. He trails light kisses down my neck until he finds the spot that he claims is 'only for him,' although I don't complain, it's a fact. I gasp as his lips make contact with the spot on my neck, he smirks and I feel his breath against my skin as he let's out a small chuckle. He peppers the spot with kisses and small love bites here and there.

He eventually pulls away from me and flops down beside me on the bed, pulling the covers over us. I smile and nuzzle into his chest with a contented sigh. He kisses the top of my head "g'night sugar..." he trails off and I feel his breathing slow as he falls asleep. "Night Gee..." a small pause, "I love you..." words I thought I'd never speak, I lean up and place a small kiss on his jaw. "I love you too..." he was half asleep, but I could tell he was awake enough to know what he was saying. I nuzzle back into his chest and let myself fall into a dreamless sleep.

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Well, that's it...

My next one will be a Black Parade era Gerard x reader...

That'll be up within the next few days, so keep watch if your interested...