Not Expected.

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Hajime's POV

As I entered the diner, I saw Nagito sitting at the table. He turned around to see me and a soft smile spread across his face. I smiled back at him and walked over to the table. "Hey, Nagito!" I said. "Hiiya Hina!" He called. "I have something to tell you!" We said at the same time. Nagito covered his mouth "Oops, I-I'm sorry! You go first, Hina." 

"Are you sure, Nagito?"

"Yes! Say what you have to say, I'll wait."

I nodded and took a deep breath. "Listen, Nagito..ever since you asked me to help you with that science project, and I accepted..I couldn't help but fall for you, and everything about you! You're just so pretty, so wholesome, I just can't NOT catch feelings for you..simply put, I love you Nagito.."

Nagito's smile fell. A look of pure dread came over him. And that's when the worst words imaginable left his mouth.

"..I should have gone first.."

An indescribable dread overtook me almost immediately after he said that. I didn't know what he meant. I was confused. Yet scared. I was confused yet scared. My heart started to pound, I started to shake. "W-What do you..mean?" 

Nagito looked at me.

"Hajime, I've loved you so much from the start, I knew we were meant to be and my feelings for you were so strong and that's why I asked you to help with the science project but..This morning I got accepted into my new job. I have to move back to my home town and I have to leave Hope's Peak Academy, and everyone else behind..everyone else includes..you..Hajime..I-I thought that we were just friends and that you'd visit me every now and then, l-like friends do..B-but..My train tomorrow leaves at..4:35 PM..Uhm.."

Anger overtook me. I slammed my fists on the table, rattling the silverware that was set out for us. "Are you serious?! You decide to tell me that at the last fucking minute?!" I yell. I saw Nagito gasp, and cover his mouth. Tears were streaming down my face. "I can't believe you!! You hold that in all day and decide to tell me it when I finally confess to you?! You're terrible!" Without thinking before speaking or acting, I kicked my chair over and ran out of the diner.

I ran down the street trying to navigate my way back to the college through my blurred eyes, they were blurred by my tears. I stopped running and collapsed on the sidewalk. I burried my face in my hands and sobbed. "God damn you, Nagito! Just..Just why?!" I got up, and stumbled back to the college.

As I walked through the college hallway, I had to stop at the bathroom. I finished using it, then looked at myself in the mirror. "This..this is the face Nagito also loved.." I whispered under my breath. "Damn it!" I yelled out, punching the mirror and shattering it. Glass was in my hands, drawing blood, so I cleaned my hands up in the sink, pulling out each individual shard. 

I managed to make it to my dorm room where I fell on the ground, crying myself to sleep.

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