Alpha Wolf - Mate Mine

Chapter 58 ~ Nervous

That feeling of eerie forests....

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Alpha Tiberious? 

Cornelia? ;)

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*The image above is not mine. Copyright not intentional

After the chat with my father and a long and embarrassing 'interrogation' with my mother and aunt, we were finally back home.

A day full of events to say the least.

As relieved as I was that my family and close friends knew about Mirko, as if a boulder had been removed from my stomach, I felt somewhat nervous. On edge.

I couldn't keep my crazed hormones at bay. I couldn't calm my frenzied heart. I couldn't regulate my breathing. I couldn't pacify the army of evil goblins that were creating a mess inside me.

My father was right, Mirko had waited a long, too long, time to mark me. Considering he was an Alpha wolf, beyond territorial, the fact was extraordinary, never heard of.

That night, when my mother finally let me go to bed, I kept tossing and turning, trying to find a comfortable position but my attempts were futile. Not that I expected differently.

After an hour and a half of fruitless attempts, my eyes were still wide open and frustrated beyond all limits. So I pulled the blankets aside and marched to my wardrobe.

Mirko had promised to come tomorrow morning... I shivered at the memory of that hungry look, that vow... but I decided that my mate had waited long enough.

Maybe it was rash, without thinking, but I made up my mind: i would go to him, that same night.

Chuckling to myself, I took a quick shower, doing what needed to be done, even though I didn't put any cream on since I knew how much Mirko loved my natural scent.

How I wished Marco still lived here to advise me on what to wear "under my clothes". Then I remembered how little Mirko cared about aesthetics.

When I was almost ready, nervousness and uncertainty began to infiltrate the crevices of my confidence again.

Should I stay or should I go?

'Come on, stop being a chicken and go to your mate with your head held high, Elena!'

I motivated myself, like a crazy old lady. Beside, I wasn't entirely sure Mirko would want to, um, 'complete the mating process' all the way... Argh, I couldn't even think about it without blushing like an overripe tomato.

Maybe he just wanted to mark me ... by then I was so lost in the lands of anxiety and trepidation that for a moment I even wished I had at least one boyfriend with whom I had done everything instead of being completely inexperienced.

Would he have liked to be with me after all the experienced women he'd had before? What if he thought it was boring to do it with me?

Biting my lip, I began to consider calling Marco, even though it was 2 in the morning, since Rex was out of the question and Giulia... well, she had been weird lately. Feeling guilty for not talking to her, I jotted down in the corner of my mind to see her first thing tomorrow, after Mirko and I-er ... another wave of blush hit me hard.

As I grabbed the phone, I pressed my friend's name. Luckily it was ringing.

"Hi" His hoarse voice made me smile for a moment.