10/06/19 -continued
it's night now.
it's silent
except for the cricket sounds.
i've got my head on his chest.
and my hair in his hands.
he's playing with it, twirling my hair around his fingers.
i can tell he's smiling.
his heartbeat is calming.
everything's so calming.
it doesn't feel real.
but it is.
this is real.
and that's what shocks me the most.
