Amnesia (Finished)

oh wow.

January 4, 2015:

It's been a few day since my mental breakdown. I thought I could make it worse by meeting up with an old high school friend. Rythma. She was the high school badass popular girl. Guess what that made me. Basically, her bitch. Yeah, not very suprising that I was bullied, right? Besides that, I decided to have lunch with her to catch up and rub it in that I have a famous boyfriend. 

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I didn't think that one through very well. At lunch, we talked about how our lives were since high school. As I was quietly stuffing my face, Rythma began to go on about she was a super model and whatever. I wasn't really listening. I cleaned my plate patiently waiting to sneak Calum into the conversation. Rythma finally stooped to take a break from talking about herself to hear how shitty I was doing. Jokes on her, I'm not doing shitty. I have Calum. 

"So enough about me. How have you been?" she said with a fake smile.

 "Oh I've been good. I have a boyfriend." I replied ready to gloat.

"Oh, really! Who? Spill it."

"Um, remember when you saw me at the mall the other day?" she nodded,"Yeah I was out with him. His name is Calum, and he's in the-"

"CALUM HOOD?! OMG GIRL THAT"S AMAZING!" she basically screamed, so everyone turned their heads to glare at us. 

Rythma's eyes were filled with excitment as she looked at the people staring. 

"Don't worry about them, honey. People stare at me all the time." we laughed considering how vain and ignorant that statement was.

"I don't want it to seem like I'm using you to get to him, but can I meet him maybe?" I nodded with a regretful look on my face.

She was using me. I knew once I said something about Calum, she would turn around and ask to hang out with him and get free merch and stuff. Ugh.

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January 5, 2015:

Today is the day I take Calum to meet Rythma. Even though she was probs using me, I want to see if we could potentially be friends somehow. I don't know how I'm going to pull this off, but it's worth a shot. At lunch, it seemed she was the same as she was in high school, but maybe I can change her to be... I don't know... a good person?

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"So, what's she like?" Calum asked from the driver's seat.

"Oh she was my high school bully, bitch, popular. I hung out with her yesterday and she was detremined to meet you, so... I said yes" 

He stopped the car. "I thought she was nice! I'm going to meet my girlfriend's bully because my girlfriend asked me too. Oh wow."

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Hiii! 

Finally an update, right? Ugh.

So I just wanted to continue on the Rythma storyline. Sorry, babe I kinda made you a bitch. :/ 

I also wanted to talk about Ash for a moment. I get that you guys are mad that he might be dating whoever that chick was, but look at it this way, HE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY! He has always made sure that we were okay and he was always looking out for us, so as long as he's happy, I'm happy. Honestly, I'm an Ashton girl, and I'm fine. Ya'll need to chill.

Other than that, I started watching American Horror Story and I finished it in 3 days. I can't watch Freak Show until it comes on Netflix or I find some other website because if my parents saw what happened on that show, they'd go crazy. I skip the sexual stuff though so whatever. But my mom said we might go to New Orleans next weekend to see all the Coven stuff. UGH IM SO EXCITED. (My favorite is Asylum but my favorite actress is Taissa and that is why I have a picture of her.) x100000 heart-eye emojis.

-macmac