Elites -4 (Berrde)

Chapter Nine

Nicollete

I almost choke when I realize what cross my mind. Berrde took the seat Kahell left, his eyes never leave mine. There is something between us maybe----tension.

Ganito ba ang mga naramdaman ng mga taong nagsex ng di sinasadya, yung bugso lang ng damdamin? I heave a deep sigh. Berrde didn’t utter a single word he just nodded to the waiter when he was asked if he take the usual.

When his coffee was serve we are still silent as mute, I don’t know where to start ang awkward sa feeling.

After awhile he finally spoke…

“Nicollete….” Damn! bakit nanindig lahat ng balahibo ko sa paraan ng pagtawag niya sa akin. Do I have to talk to a psychologist instead of talking to Berrde now. What’s fucking wrong with me?

I decided to go with my plan before coming here. I take a deep breath look at his eyes and open my mouth

“Let’s have sex again” there I said it! I suddenly feel the heat of my face peru binalewala ko yun. Bahala siya sa iisipin niya hindi naman siya ang nagigising ng madaling araw na mainit sa pagnanasa ang katawan. It’s torture, baka magka pneumonia pa ako sa madalas kong pag cold shower.

He was stunned, his eyes didn’t leave mine but I am seriously looking back at him, I want him to know that I mean it every single heartbeat.

“Nicollete….I…” he tried to say something peru itinikom niya ulet ang bibig niya, nakakainis na. Bakit siya ganito? After what happen he didn’t even say a single “hello” kahit kinumusta man lang niya kung okay lang ba ako, I couldn’t go to work without pretending to walk fine for three days. Fuck his dick!

“If you don’t want to do it okay lang I won’t force you, I just have reasons why I ask you this” I said as I grab my bag to leave.

Peru maagap niyang nahawakan ang pulsuhan ko. I stared at him again,

“Sahjid I know that I am a lesbian if you wonder why I made fuss out of this when we can just call it a night that because I have reasons that I don’t want to tell you, just tell me that you don’t want to do it I won’t be offended I swear” I said without expecting anything from him, I saw how his Adams apple moved.

“If you will only force yourself forget that I----“

“Okay let’s have sex” he finally speaks, I stared at him longer trying to read what is running inside his head.

“So you are going to fuck me?”

“Yes”

“It’s not your male ego talking?” paniniguro ko, di ko naman siya e chismiss na bakla kung tanggihan niya ang hinihingi ko, di ko rin siya masisi who wants to fuck a lesbian? Aside from the fact that it still have a vagina?

“You won’t regret this after right? You think about this a thousand of times right? I trust your logical reasoning Nicollete” he said and his serious too, his eyes stared intently to mine, tumango ako. Just once, let this curious carnal needs of mine subdue, maybe if I will experience it with full consciousness my subconscious won’t keep me awake at midnight.

“Because this time I won’t fucking hold back vixen” he audibly said but I still manage to hear it.

***

H.A. Hotel

We supposedly come together but I refuse sinadya ko talagang ma-late ng ten minutes, the wet dreams wakes me up at midnight but having sex again with Berrde keeps me awake the whole night, this is fucking bullshit.

He had to pull some schedule bago namin na set ngayong gabi. I take a deep breath, suddenly I wanted to turn back. What the hell, I suddenly feeling to chicken out. Damn Nicollete!

Nararamdaman ko ang panginginig ng kamay ko as I press the elevator going up. I suddenly feel anxious and tense.

Mag back out nalang kaya ako!

Shit! I should gather my wits, ano ba kasi itong pinasok ko? I almost jump when I heard the elevator beep. I take another deep breath as I walk towards the suite, I stop in front of the door, it’s Berrde inside if I decide to back down I know he will understand, I said to myself before I made a small knocks.

I swallowed an invisible lump as the man open the door, he’s just wearing a blue silk bathrobe and he’s freshly showered.

“Hey…” I smiled at him and he do the same.

“Sinadya kong magpa-late baka may magbagong isip sa atin atleast may time pa siya” I said trying to ease the sexual tension that slowly building inside the room,

“I’m sure it’s not me” Berrde said standing on one corner as I roam my eyes on the elegant hotel room. I turn my head at him and smiled again.

“It’s not me either kaya nga nakatayo ako ngayon sa harapan mo diba?” I said showing him how determined I am to get fuck tonight. I saw how his eyes flickered.

“Nicolette Laura I’m warning you when I started to kiss you there is no stopping anymore” his voice tinge with warn and danger but instead of taking the caution it added more heat to the fire that started to build within me, I don’t even know that I have this burning lust within.

I am wearing a red dress hugging my curve perfectly, paired with stiletto.
I give back the ferocity of his stare as I slowly reach the back zipper of my dress,

“This will happen only once Berrde so be a good fuck tonight” I said as the shoulder of my dress slowly slid down. I saw the fast stride he did,

“I highly doubt that vixen” he said before his luscious lips claimed mine.